Welcome to Me

Hi. Back again after a small hiatus. Turns out you never can escape the clutches.

Well, I'm in residential treatment now, and they'll let me leave with their good graces as soon as I find a job or get the go-ahead to just fucking apply to school. Turns out I'm unable to get hired right now. Imagine that. Fucking bullshit.

Well, after 7 months clean, things seem a little different. I'm now allowed to be angry, I'm now able to construct a cogent argument against, well - anything(particularly the efficacy and philosophy of 12-step programs), and I'm also on my 4th step in Eating Disorders Anonymous. Funny how things work out. I can only accept fatalism when it promotes balance in my life, it seems.

I also have moods. Some good, some bad, all worthwhile. I'm just glad to be able to think relatively clearly now. I guess I'll end there.

 

Feels good man.

 

Good Job man. I hope things work out for you. 7 months clean is good start. Good luck on finding a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Its good to see you back, New

 

Never knew you before but if Papa and CG have your back, I wish you all the best.

 

Hey dude good to see that things are working out for you. Just don't let this place become a burden on your recovery, it won't be worth it. Regardless, good to hear from you again.