Goodness its been nearly 6 months. So much has moved in this time. New role, super awesome money but deadly hours and stress levels through the fuckin roof. Worth it? I don't know anymore. Like I can do whatever I want financially but never have the time to be fucked and generally cannot be bothered. I feel so out of step with everyone else I used to know. Almost lonely at times. Its like ive stepped into a different world and most people my age would never get it.
On another note, got back with Mr. I not long after my last post. What a shit time that break up lead to. Surprised I didnt end up o/ding on benzos and booze. When I think back to that time I am absolutely astounded I am still here and got promoted. Pays to be a hard cunt in banking. Literally.
On another note, got back with Mr. I not long after my last post. What a shit time that break up lead to. Surprised I didnt end up o/ding on benzos and booze. When I think back to that time I am absolutely astounded I am still here and got promoted. Pays to be a hard cunt in banking. Literally.