Am over my snit fit from last time. People are going to be the way they are. My situation is the way it is. I don't have to like it, but the sooner I accept it, the easier it becomes. I had been 4 days w/o speed and this time, unfortunately, by the 2nd day I fucking felt it. It's this horrible chronic fatigue that hits me. No matter how much or how little sleep I get, I'm tired. Too tired 2 even do my easy shit job w/o it seeming like a major effort. I cried Uncle today, finally. I called Scott, begged his help, so he came with a $40 bag and no more fatigue after one shot. That's a relief to be sure, but had to play it careful and safe. Mom has been scrutinizing me, so I did the social thing with her for about 4 hrs.
Now I'm back in my room, but have this upset stomach, yet I wanna do some shit, get a little high, damn it. Ok, gonna prepare me a do dad.....
Now I'm back in my room, but have this upset stomach, yet I wanna do some shit, get a little high, damn it. Ok, gonna prepare me a do dad.....
