funki
Bluelighter
Isnt it SAD when you let something consume (disorder) you?............. Live you, breathe you, and totally mutliate you..?
Isnt it STRANGE how i live life as a plain (society) but on the inside, think thoughts of the totally deranged.....?
Isnt it CRUEL, how im all alone.....? the ones true to me gave up, turned their backs and went home .....
Isnt it INSANE, how i feel this way.......? my feelings and emotions do not
portray that of somebody SANE?
Isnt it LAME how society is so VAIN, prefer deny the problem and wish it
away...............?
Isnt it VILE living a life burried deeply by your own DENIAL ?
THEN AGAIN...........
Isnt it UNIQUE, that I experience this.... have lived this, breathed this
and contine to fight this ...........?
Isnt it GREAT, I dont want to live a FAKE, being someone who ive grown to
throughly hate .......?
Isnt it FAIR that im ready to give it a go (maybe)..... mould me and shape
me to a new person i will totally know.
Isnt it BLISS I can admit this.......? And dammed i'll be a totally
different person if i survive this......
Isnt it WONDERFUL that some have experiences like this...? live secretly in
a black world others choose to dismiss. ?.............
Isnt it weird, isnt it strange , its surely fucked up and deranged, its
seedy and unforseen, violent and obscene........ sick, twisted, and totally unclean. Its a dirty love, secret obsession, society would deny, if there were ever a confession. Its a flaw in the human race, and for it i'd slap god in the face. I do love it in a dirty way, it makes me different, mysterious, umpure and brings others dismay.
Ill love it, ill hate it, and love it once more, it makes me an individual, and someday will give me strength to roar. Iam me, ive been to hell and back, dont you dare judge me, you can hate me
or love me but never judge me, you have no idea what depths of despair ive visited....... youve had life easy, you followed the bait to a big fucking silver plate. BUT i think your WEAK. You NEVER faught for who you are, and your beliefs, you followed the others and your minds are polluted with societys plain beliefs, wheres the colour in your life?..................
Id show you mine but you would never understand, call me sick, weak and strange, think of me as deranged. WEll i think the same of you YOU SCUM go
eat your daddies cum enjoy the taste then go lick you mum. Live on in your
fake world, that of lollypops and curls, fake smiles and little girls. Be so dammed happy and full of love sure, like youve never faced a decision or door, keep eating of your silver plate, be NAIVE and polish it from date to date.
your lifestyle makes me sick, on you i spit, piss shit and totally hate. I
dont hate you for you, just your beliefs society's angels, more like bitches
and tight assed pricks.
-funki-funki
Isnt it STRANGE how i live life as a plain (society) but on the inside, think thoughts of the totally deranged.....?
Isnt it CRUEL, how im all alone.....? the ones true to me gave up, turned their backs and went home .....
Isnt it INSANE, how i feel this way.......? my feelings and emotions do not
portray that of somebody SANE?
Isnt it LAME how society is so VAIN, prefer deny the problem and wish it
away...............?
Isnt it VILE living a life burried deeply by your own DENIAL ?
THEN AGAIN...........
Isnt it UNIQUE, that I experience this.... have lived this, breathed this
and contine to fight this ...........?
Isnt it GREAT, I dont want to live a FAKE, being someone who ive grown to
throughly hate .......?
Isnt it FAIR that im ready to give it a go (maybe)..... mould me and shape
me to a new person i will totally know.
Isnt it BLISS I can admit this.......? And dammed i'll be a totally
different person if i survive this......
Isnt it WONDERFUL that some have experiences like this...? live secretly in
a black world others choose to dismiss. ?.............
Isnt it weird, isnt it strange , its surely fucked up and deranged, its
seedy and unforseen, violent and obscene........ sick, twisted, and totally unclean. Its a dirty love, secret obsession, society would deny, if there were ever a confession. Its a flaw in the human race, and for it i'd slap god in the face. I do love it in a dirty way, it makes me different, mysterious, umpure and brings others dismay.
Ill love it, ill hate it, and love it once more, it makes me an individual, and someday will give me strength to roar. Iam me, ive been to hell and back, dont you dare judge me, you can hate me
or love me but never judge me, you have no idea what depths of despair ive visited....... youve had life easy, you followed the bait to a big fucking silver plate. BUT i think your WEAK. You NEVER faught for who you are, and your beliefs, you followed the others and your minds are polluted with societys plain beliefs, wheres the colour in your life?..................
Id show you mine but you would never understand, call me sick, weak and strange, think of me as deranged. WEll i think the same of you YOU SCUM go
eat your daddies cum enjoy the taste then go lick you mum. Live on in your
fake world, that of lollypops and curls, fake smiles and little girls. Be so dammed happy and full of love sure, like youve never faced a decision or door, keep eating of your silver plate, be NAIVE and polish it from date to date.
your lifestyle makes me sick, on you i spit, piss shit and totally hate. I
dont hate you for you, just your beliefs society's angels, more like bitches
and tight assed pricks.
-funki-funki
