ThisIsKitty
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 17, 2013
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Last night as most of you know, I popped 2 5/325 percs. I wasnt expecting to feel any euphoria, just a nice relaxed state. Turns out I got a good rush of it, and I was off balance when trying to walk (Not to the point of staggering but I had to put a little more effort into my steps) So that was all good. The second hour in I started falling asleep at my computer so I decided to hop in bed. I was on my tablet screwing around and every 5 minutes or so Id put it down and close my eyes. Id go into this weird state, its like I was awake but sleeping at the same time. During these states I got a feeling of discomfort as if everything was going wrong. When I left these states I got a rush of joy because I came back to reality and realized nothing truly bad was happening.
It was an odd feeling of uneasiness. It completely threw me off, and yes I did get a little scared. I didnt wanna sleep but eventually I succumbed to it and went to bed. I woke up feeling extremely refreshed but groggy and depressed. For the most part I enjoyed the high but it was the sleep part that fucked me over. Is this normal? I noticed a pattern when I take any sort of drug, be it DXM, weed, or opiates. I get similar results when trying to sleep.
Maybe its just the anxiety of me knowing its bad for me? Mind you, Im not addicted. This is my first time doing an opiate in months. Ive done hydrocodone maybe 3 times in my life and codeine.
Edit: I forgot to mention I have bouts with sleep paralysis a few times a month. Im starting to think I have a sleep disorder. A couple months ago I actually slept walk for the first time in my life. I thought my ceiling was falling and I ended up jumping out of bed and running to the kitchen looking for bacon.
It was an odd feeling of uneasiness. It completely threw me off, and yes I did get a little scared. I didnt wanna sleep but eventually I succumbed to it and went to bed. I woke up feeling extremely refreshed but groggy and depressed. For the most part I enjoyed the high but it was the sleep part that fucked me over. Is this normal? I noticed a pattern when I take any sort of drug, be it DXM, weed, or opiates. I get similar results when trying to sleep.
Maybe its just the anxiety of me knowing its bad for me? Mind you, Im not addicted. This is my first time doing an opiate in months. Ive done hydrocodone maybe 3 times in my life and codeine.
Edit: I forgot to mention I have bouts with sleep paralysis a few times a month. Im starting to think I have a sleep disorder. A couple months ago I actually slept walk for the first time in my life. I thought my ceiling was falling and I ended up jumping out of bed and running to the kitchen looking for bacon.
