bikki_muncher69 said:
Church I get those fuckers too, its not so much that they are the same looking people but the same souls and they do give you a very very fucking errie feeling there is allways 2 or 3 of them and they are smartasses ive talked to them before if you dont let the fear take controll your sweet but if you do let it take control they will fuck with you.
I can tell that you know what I'm talking about! And something you just reminded me of, after all this time, is that they always seemed to be there waiting for me or something... I've already mentioned I never spoke to them, but they would always seem to find a way to enter into my field of vision at some point and start acting out the trip I was having in my head, if that makes sense. But it seemed like they were waiting for me to acknowledge them, in which case I suppose they would have reacted to either my fear of them, or my acceptance of them as being archetypes from the deep collective consciousness that have escaped from my head or something... whatever I would have felt if I had, in fact, gone up to them and talked to them.
I kinda wish now that I would have done something, but it's too late now. I havent seen those guys in several years. All I know is that they were just, there, acting out my inner thoughts... you know how like you could be reading a book, and you'll come to a line that says the very same word that you hear someone in the next room over say at the exact same time? You know what I'm talking about? Well that's what these guys were doing, to me. Only not with words, with actions. It's like they were a part of me or something.
And I don't mean to get all metaphysical and shit. I don't really read into these situations very much. I just know what happened, and that they were real people. I try not to explain things away too often. I just know that the human mind is capable of so much more than "science" currently accepts.
It's a shame really, because science could progress so much faster if it would allow itself to accept that which is invisible or unexplainable first, before trying to make sense of it... but that's pretty much the definition of faith, which seems to be precluded from science. We always seem to feel that we have to make sense of something first, before we can accept it, when sometimes the sense-making exists INSIDE the acceptance.