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Weird feeling when remembering my experience

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Steffails

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So I've been looking around for awhile and I haven't found anything that I feel really relates to what I am experiencing. A few days over a month ago, I was at a music festival and mixed some mdma crystals into water. It was my first time and I took a lot. The effects began to hit me and everything was great. I threw up and started to freak out a little but calmed down. I made some friends and we hung out for the rest of the night. I was clenching my jaw so bad that I couldn't withstand the pain to put my finger between my teeth. My jaw was sore for days after rolling and I couldn't sleep for at least 3days.. Now present time whenever I remember my experience, or read posts about people rolling I get this sickening feeling. Like my stomach dropsz, I feel nervous like I'm about to go on stage or something. Even though my experience was great? I hate this feeling I get and it makes me think that if I ever roll again it will go downhill.. And I have never freaked out while smoking weed but last week I smoked and freaked out my heart rate was at 180 when my resting is in the 60s..now I am scared to smoke again is it related?
 
I was always fine until I had my first high dose experience and freaked out on an intense come up. Every time after that I would get the same feelings you describe when I thought about taking E. What you are experiencing is called anxiety. Mine only got worse over time the longer I used E. I finally had to quit taking E because the anxiety was so strong that I couldn't get properly high. I would go into an almost panic as soon as I swallowed the pill, even though I knew that nothing bad was going to happen. It's been maybe 2 years since I took MDMA, but even now if I am at home listening to rave music that starts to bring back memories of my party days then sometimes I start to feel that sickening feeling and get anxious. It doesn't happen as much anymore and isn't nearly as strong as it used to be. I wish that I had some good news to tell you how to get over this, but I tried different things for years to try to be able to enjoy E again without that feeling of anxiety when I thought about E or took E, but I never was successful. The solution for me was to quit using the drug.
 
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I wish everybody could have their first roll with experienced users to guide them.

I luckily started rolling with very experienced friends who showed me the way.

I dont recommend dissolving in water unless you do it in a small shot of water.

People currently are dipping or sipping their md causing a time released effect causing overdosage at times. Md needs to be dosed at one go to hit you for proper effect followed by a latter redose if desired.
 
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Wait so did you test these crystals to confirm mdma or no because staying up for 3 days doesn't sound right.
You shouldn't get sick when people talk about rolling if you didn't roll ha. But the anxiety sounds like a result of the reckless usuage. Just take it easy of or awhile.
 
I'm hoping the anxiety passes. I'm laying off smoking for awhile too. I wasn't able to test it, but I have bought a test now which I'll use next time. We dissolved about half a G and I'm 120lbs. I drank most of it, I had already smoked a lot so maybe it was just too much for my body. I did get some sleep the second day but it was barely sleep. I just hope it all subsides I'd hate not to be able to smoke or roll at my next festival
 
It will everything does with time. About your next festival though... please for yourself read about proper dosing. Half a g is a ridiculous dose unless your product is absolutely shit. Test first then take 200 mg tops for the night.
 
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