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Weird experience with MDMA

alexparsons123

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Hey people, I'm just an average 17 year old, who has just started in the world of drugs and could do with some expert advice as I had a weird and scary experience on MDMA last weekend. I have only ever done weed (been doing it regularly for about a year) and MDMA (Twice before this weird experience (once in crystal form and another in pill form).
Well me and all my mates went to a music festival in the UK, we all bought mandy and we had planned to do it all weekend. As I said before, I had done it before, and they had been one of the most amazing experiences of my life. So on the Friday I bombed only one, I can't tell you how much was in there but it was an average large bomb of 120 mg of pure MDMA ,I had an amazing night and no problems at all. The next morning I had a bit of a comedown but not a bad one at all, as I was at a festival I didn't eat that well during the day but i was making sure I was drinking enough water.
That night on the Saturday, I was feeling fine before I bombed another average large one of 120mg again, and we went to the act and I was feeling fine dancing away not feeling it and it hadn't hit me yet, I didn't have any water on me and didn't drink that much after taking but it but suddenly like 40 minutes after taking it, it suddenly hit me so hard, like I went from being absolutely sober to feeling it in like a minute. But it didn't feel good, I felt suddenly madly ill, I ran out of the crowd and felt the worst I've ever felt in my entire life, I genuinely felt like I was going to die, I couldn't see, I could barely walk as I needed to get out of the crowd, my heart was going mad, I gagged and felt like I was going to be sick but wasn't sick, I was the most scared I've ever been in my whole entire life. As I got out of the crowd I fell to the floor, well sort of half passed out, and it was the weirdest sensation but in a way one of the best feelings in my life, I fell to the floor, and it sounds weird but it felt like I orgasmed, I sat on the floor for around 5 minutes feeling amazing and stood up and felt like my body did not weigh anything, I know these were the effects of the MDMA kicking in now, and went back in and raved all night and had probably the best night of my life. But all night there was a part of me in my head that was still was so scared from what happened before, why did it kick in so hard and so quickly? Is it normal to feel like that if you bomb one large one? There's a couple questions that I would love if someone could answer, Which is the safest way to take MDMA? and why do you reckon I suddenly felt so ill and felt like I was going to die? Do you reckon I nearly overdosed? It was pure MDMA as we checked it and all of my mates had it, and they were fine. The next morning I did feel a quite ill, but felt fine by the afternoon. Is it safe to do it two nights in a row for he amount of experience ive had? I know I'm a beginner and have a lot less experience, and this is why I would love if you could give me some beginner advice as I'm probably going to take it again, but would just like a little bit of advice on what's safe and nots safe. Thank you very much and peaceee =D
 
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It may not have been pure MDMA you took. And/or you could have had an adverse reaction to it. Whatever you took...stay away from it. Also I would recommend between 1-3 months between dosages.
 
how hard mdma hits depends on many factors including how empty your stomach is, what you've had to eat before, your mood etc so its hard to tell what exactly caused this sudden rush but always stay hydrated in the future and have some sweets beforehand to adjust your blood sugar, nausea is common on come up and on this occasion it may have triggered a negative vibe, hence may have lead to a mini panic attack but it usually passes pretty quick, it's best to just distraction yourself and not think about it as the intense come up will pass with time and you'll be fine.. always remember that
 
Cheers thankyou very much for the feedback and I will take it into account next time, I still have a question though, which is the safest and best way to take mdma?
 
Cheers thankyou very much for the feedback and I will take it into account next time, I still have a question though, which is the safest and best way to take mdma?

Hi Alex, give the thread linked by Hypnagogic a read http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/6...-Rules-To-MDMA. It will provide you with lots of useful information regarding how to stay as safe as possible with MDMA.

The best way to take MDMA is orally, just like you did. Snorting tends to come on quicker, feel more rushy and less 'loved up', and then finishes quicker. It also feels disgusting to snort. You can take MDMA up the arse, but that's not the most pleasant way. In terms of effects, some suggest it is the best though. But you'd have to be comfortable with sticking a syringe up your crack. I know i'd much rather just swallow it. Each way is as safe as each other really.

Despite the fact that 'Mandy' in the UK is usually good quality MDMA, I'd recommend buying a test kit so you know exactly what chemical you're taking (I brought one from here http://eztest.com), buying a set of scales (you can get a pair that weigh to the mg for £10-15), and then testing & weighing your MDMA so you know exactly what chemical you're consuming & how much you're taking. I'm not surprised you had such a good time on 120mg MDMA, that's my favourite dose!

Welcome to BL!
 
It sounds to me like you experienced your first proper come up on a good dose of MDMA without having much tolerance. I'm a 12 year veteran of MDMA, and I'll never forget the time it happened to me quite early in my MDMA career. A friend had laughingly warned me that friends who had tried the pills said they would shoot you all the way to the moon. I took the gelcap on an empty stomach and within 15 minutes I was feeling the first alerts. Before I knew what was happening I felt like I was strapped onto the front of a speeding train. The ride up was so fast and endless that I nearly lost my mind. I started to panic and went into the darkest, scariest place and believed that I was going to go crazy. We were walking to the car to go to a rave, and my friends just calmly helped me to the car and buckled me in, and about then the fear was replaced by the most magical, beautiful euphoria. Every light was shining so bright and dancing around, and suddenly I was speaking rapid fire verbal diahrrea - machine gun style rapid words that didn't even have any connection to each other. As we got out of the car and were walking to the rave, the world never was so beautiful and with each step my feet in my runners felt so soft and amazing I almost cried. When we walked into the club an acid bass line was playing on a progressive house choon, and the rest of the night was mindless bliss.

The one big downside to that experience was that from that point on for 11 years and continuing up until today, I get anxiety when I think about taking MDMA. After I swallow the MDMA the anxiety becomes massive and severe which interferes with the high coming on properly. Before that experience MDMA always hit me like a freight train and I went from normal to bliss in a few seconds. After that the come up occurs slowly as I fight anxiety and at one point when I'm high enough the anxiety quietly slips away - but I never since have had that magical high experience.
 
Cheers thankyou very much for the feedback and I will take it into account next time, I still have a question though, which is the safest and best way to take mdma?
I find it is best to ingest. It last a long time I for some reason I feel more empathy when I do it that way. Snorting can burn and it seems to be short lived. I don't feel the warmth/empathy as much when I snort. I don't like to take anything anally...especially at a festival=D I don't like needles so for me that is out of the questions too=D
 
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