kushblowin
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- Jul 12, 2021
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ive always had nausea and stomach problems my whole life so this may be worse for me but its bad. i used to smoke weed and found it cured my nausea and made me escape reality so easily that i just abused the fuck out of it thinking its harmless. i smoked every chance i could get for 10 years straight if not longer and it was the biggest mistake of my life.
being off weed and having no desire to do weed this is hell. i keep tossing and turning getting no sleep, im really really sick to my stomach for no reason. my withdrawals are so bad that even when i feel high, burned out, and tasting weed in my mouth im still getting withdrawals. i need to legit get stoned enough to leave the stratosphere to kill my withdrawals but i get anxiety from smoking so its not fun for me. i had to smoke myself into a different dimension and make the withdrawals go away and then i couldnt stop smoking again, getting stoned off my ass way too bad, then crashing back into sobriety anxiety and stomach problems.
if youre using weed for medical reasons please keep it a minimum and dont derealize from reality every single day getting high. it was the worst mistake of my life and i wasted years being a burned out dumb ass too high to do anything or even realizing what im doing. after 10 years of weed this is the first time ive felt human in a long time after escaping for so long, and ive just felt human emotions for the first time in years, and realizing weed was fucking awful.
i keep getting up and having to puke for no reason. any smell except for fresh air makes me really sick, any slight off smell will make me puke or gag really easy, i cant eat, my nausea and stomach burning really bad, i just keep randomly crying at things for no reason. as soon as i hit the weed again i immediately became miserable again and im still getting withdrawals. weed is no joke if you abuse it way too much.
even just hitting my wax pen laying in bed doesnt help at all its just making me uncomfortable. i need to legit sit there and chief until i get to the next universe high for the withdrawals to stop and then they just come right back when i stop again but my mind feels worse.
being off weed and having no desire to do weed this is hell. i keep tossing and turning getting no sleep, im really really sick to my stomach for no reason. my withdrawals are so bad that even when i feel high, burned out, and tasting weed in my mouth im still getting withdrawals. i need to legit get stoned enough to leave the stratosphere to kill my withdrawals but i get anxiety from smoking so its not fun for me. i had to smoke myself into a different dimension and make the withdrawals go away and then i couldnt stop smoking again, getting stoned off my ass way too bad, then crashing back into sobriety anxiety and stomach problems.
if youre using weed for medical reasons please keep it a minimum and dont derealize from reality every single day getting high. it was the worst mistake of my life and i wasted years being a burned out dumb ass too high to do anything or even realizing what im doing. after 10 years of weed this is the first time ive felt human in a long time after escaping for so long, and ive just felt human emotions for the first time in years, and realizing weed was fucking awful.
i keep getting up and having to puke for no reason. any smell except for fresh air makes me really sick, any slight off smell will make me puke or gag really easy, i cant eat, my nausea and stomach burning really bad, i just keep randomly crying at things for no reason. as soon as i hit the weed again i immediately became miserable again and im still getting withdrawals. weed is no joke if you abuse it way too much.
even just hitting my wax pen laying in bed doesnt help at all its just making me uncomfortable. i need to legit sit there and chief until i get to the next universe high for the withdrawals to stop and then they just come right back when i stop again but my mind feels worse.