Butterflies
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 27, 2009
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- 8
I smoked weed almost every day for about a year and then I cut down a lot - only smoking once or twice a month. Weed has always made me paranoid - When I smoke I feel like I can't swallow properly or breathe properly. I feel like all of my friends and the people around me look at me as if I'm really weird and I feel like everything I say is weird and stupid. I feel ugly and self conscious and like my clothing is too tight.
Worse than all that, I become irritated and angry really easily. I can't take a joke and any little thing that normally I wouldn't even notice, when I'm stoned just infuriates me. I've been smoking more than usual lately, because I tricked myself in to thinking I could control my paranoia. Last night I completely lost it and became violent. I'm pretty ashamed that something so drastic had to happen for me to really realise that I shouldn't smoke weed because it has a really bad effect on me.
The point of this post however is to ask whether I would be okay to try LSD? I know they are different but I want to be on the safe side and ask whether it would effect me badly? I am planning on being in a very comfortable environment with someone I really trust who won't be tripping and starting out taking only part of the tab (because I have heard from some of my tripping friends that the tabs I have access to are really strong).
Worse than all that, I become irritated and angry really easily. I can't take a joke and any little thing that normally I wouldn't even notice, when I'm stoned just infuriates me. I've been smoking more than usual lately, because I tricked myself in to thinking I could control my paranoia. Last night I completely lost it and became violent. I'm pretty ashamed that something so drastic had to happen for me to really realise that I shouldn't smoke weed because it has a really bad effect on me.
The point of this post however is to ask whether I would be okay to try LSD? I know they are different but I want to be on the safe side and ask whether it would effect me badly? I am planning on being in a very comfortable environment with someone I really trust who won't be tripping and starting out taking only part of the tab (because I have heard from some of my tripping friends that the tabs I have access to are really strong).