TrippyHippiegirl
Greenlighter
Smoke a smallish joint once in a while and I notice I don'r really get high like most people do from it, to me it's more of a slight good medication working right feeling I start to feel "Normal" via diminished ptsd symptoms regardless of my mood or state that smallish joint produces an enhanced time until it wears off I feel less edgy relaxed calm and my vision is slightly sharper. I'm wondering if anyone else has had this experience and what people are doing for ptsd now a-days? I'm sort of an adult now but was severely abused as a kid I don't know what originally caused my ptsd but I know the abuse made it worse, I've been told by the doctor I was also evidently relievedly sexually abused because my rectal is completely scarred open(multiple scars) I however have no recollection of such events happening. I know it didn't happen within the past 4 years when I started using drugs simply because I was never in a situation where it could of. A very slight dose of stimulants I also find very effective for my ptsd it helps me focus greatly even just 2mg of adderall xr helps me relax and focus but the big thing I've noticed is weed. Valerian root sometime's helps me sleep at night I don't get much rem sleep due to the ptsd my mom had a habit of coming home at 12am from work and bashing my head into the wall I actually have mild brain-damaged from it now via delayed reaction time from it.
Currently I use dxm occasionally adderall,provigil,lsd and shrooms for ptsd Relief!
Currently I use dxm occasionally adderall,provigil,lsd and shrooms for ptsd Relief!