monstanoodle
Bluelight Crew
[Warning! A little long]
Today i woke up at about 7am or something shit like that, still hungover from the dreadful drinking last night (which wasn't bad) but some nasty panic when i got home (which was fucked up and i can't be arsed to explain)
Anyway...
Had terrible heart burn so, after lots of tea, coffee and a spliff i went down to the shop for some Rennie... i decided to carry on walking to the pharmacy...
Thus is what followed:
Today i woke up at about 7am or something shit like that, still hungover from the dreadful drinking last night (which wasn't bad) but some nasty panic when i got home (which was fucked up and i can't be arsed to explain)
Anyway...
Had terrible heart burn so, after lots of tea, coffee and a spliff i went down to the shop for some Rennie... i decided to carry on walking to the pharmacy...
Thus is what followed:
LOG:
overall ingestion: 250mg Diphenhydramine
5mg diazepam
X-amount of weed
x-amount of caffine (tea / coffee)
11:35am... bday last night, got very drunk. just kinda stopped feeling hung over now... planning on sleeping.
[box contents]: 20 Generic Diphenhydramine Hydro {DpHy} 50mg tabs.
i'd been meaning to get some for when i have no other sedatory aids at hand to see if they'd work for my ever present sleep problems...
i've seen A LOT of negative experience posts about crazy individuals taking 600-800mg + and, obviously, going mental. so they bloody well i should ;p
11:58am... just dropped 200mg. i'll wait around and listen to polite music untill i feel some sedation (smoke etc.)
12:13pm... already starting to feel a slight body load. i'll prolly get in bed soon so the rest of the account will follow either a lot later or if it starts going wrong, straight away lol .. (fingiz crossed) ....
12:34pm... small hit of weed,body load increasing drastically... bed
12:51pm... the sedation is extreme but very plesant ... back to be and more music on the playlist
1:22pm... i've been enjoying the comfort of my bed... very slight euphoria (maybe the weed helped) and some faint, yet not scary, CEV.
it's more like living life without your eyes open in short snippits... friends asking questions, saying hello to people. sitting in to discussions. Occassionaly i'd answer yes and no questions in a very relaxed and softly-spoken manneri'm gunna have a spliff, a cuppa tea and maybe a couple more DpHy (maybe 2.5mg diaz too) . []aspliff, half a 5mg diaz n one more DpHy happend[]
2:02pm... My mate just called so i got up and natterd for a bit. seriously need water so got a bottle pull. bombed the other half of diaz too (dear dear)
so far this experience has be lovely. i really do think people take far too much and too often. if you were to eat acid far too many times, hear how bad those times have been for other people and start thinking too heavily, then of course they're gunna freak out to fuck. i'm not saying that it's one of the best drugs ever, just that i'm pleasantly surprised of it's low(er) dose potential.
The mixtures of weed and a little diaz have made it all coasier and easy to deal with. usually i'd smoke weed and freak out.. even on benzos sometimes. but now there's no worries
[apart from gagging for water]
.....
need to piss loads....
3:00pm. i've decided to try get up for a bit and get a coffee. problem being that it's REALLY REALLY REALLY comfy in bed!
It's the most amazing feeling to me personally because i have sleep trouble. and can't find myself getting comfy usually.
The CEV's are still prominent. still not scary or crazy but rather like i have a very vivid images, which are coming from my imagination rather than uncontrollable unpredictable full on schizophrenia type hallucination mind state.
i think i'll end it here. i'm up (which took what seemed incredible effort)
i feel a little narky i guess, but i needed a day of solitude after last night. so, it's surprising that DpHy could ever have another use other than to treat allergies and go crazy on.... but it complimented the day and my intensions perfectly today
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