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Weed changed for me...

JoEhJoEh said:
Everyone in politics is taking Cocaine (not everybody, but a l ot of them - go to the bathroom in the parliament and wait for 5 minutes..... ) but they don't let me smoke my joint for sleeping?

WHERE THE FUCK ARE WE???

JJ
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We're being controlled by big pharma corporations and the alcohol corporations. Money is power. Every government is controlled by corporations, not politicians - they're just puppets with cash being shoved into their fat pockets.
 
SnafuInTheVoid said:
We're being controlled by big pharma corporations and the alcohol corporations. Money is power. Every government is controlled by corporations, not politicians - they're just puppets with cash being shoved into their fat pockets.
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Whom are telling you this? I'm working in the medicalsector since 15 years and you would not believe what i could tell you about money, pharma and physicians that ignore their patients, that have not even a smile left, that are scare them to death.....

Okay. My forbidden Wappa-Joint - woooooooh! :D

JJ
 
JoEhJoEh said:
Whom are telling you this? I'm working in the medicalsector since 15 years and you would not believe what i could tell you about money, pharma and physicians that ignore their patients, that have not even a smile left, that are scare them to death.....

Okay. My forbidden Wappa-Joint - woooooooh! :D

JJ
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You're telling me. I once blacked out on xanax and alcohol (did some really stupid shit)... was woken up by 4 police officers telling me I had the choice of going to the hospital or going to jail. I chose the hospital obviously, but went to the emergency room.... they didn't do shit. I didn't even talk to a psychiatrist. I left that day with a $3000 medical bill for nothing. The health system in the US is a fucking scam.
 
So I just vaporized maybe .05g if weed maybe 5 min ago... feeling great honestly, typical weed high... but I really shouldn't smoke more (somehow I know I'm going to).
 
Why do you still want to trip after that, you might fix your brain eventually if you stop tripping, or are you stuck in a cycle of take it to escape it then the cycle starts again?
 
Flower Fairy said:
Why do you still want to trip after that, you might fix your brain eventually if you stop tripping, or are you stuck in a cycle of take it to escape it then the cycle starts again?
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Something always calls me back to the other world usually an escape from the suffering of this world. I like exploring the infinite experince of tripping but it has damaged me and probably been the thing which has held me back since i just isolate myself for periods of time and just binge psychedelics.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
usually an escape from the suffering of this world
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Exactly why I do K, but your drug works everytime, mine don't, my tolerance to K don't let me escape much, I'd love to escape to another world, I can see why you do, if acid worked for me like it does you I'd be doing it loads too I think

But nope I had two shite bad anxiety trips that scared me off, I have a blotter I've put on hold as I can't fucking sleep without my antidepressant so I'm starting back on them tonight, my trip will need to wait till I can sleep without meds

Insomnia and nightmares is a bitch and yes it's possible to have both isn't it, taking hours to sleep and when you finally do you have nightmares it's horrible

I can't smoke weed anymore either
 
Flower Fairy said:
Exactly why I do K, but your drug works everytime, mine don't, my tolerance to K don't let me escape much, I'd love to escape to another world, I can see why you do, if acid worked for me like it does you I'd be doing it loads too I think

But nope I had two shite bad anxiety trips that scared me off, I have a blotter I've put on hold as I can't fucking sleep without my antidepressant so I'm starting back on them tonight, my trip will need to wait till I can sleep without meds

Insomnia and nightmares is a bitch and yes it's possible to have both isn't it, taking hours to sleep and when you finally do you have nightmares it's horrible

I can't smoke weed anymore either
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I have had quite a few terror bad trips on LSD and a psychotic break on it before. These truly bad trips are what ruined weed for me i believe. Since edibles take me back in time to them. But i have had many good and extremly spiritual trips that i could describe as going to heaven or meeting god which made it all worth in the end. But i fear the darkness i been there to many times though i believe weed is the main cause of my bad trips.
 
Weed is too intense for me anymore. But a 5 g mushroom trip is just dandy. Weed is just too paranoia and anxiety inducing for me to enjoy it anymore, even the days after smoking it. I do have to watch out for the alcohol use that came with stopping though.

Weed has been the cause of all but one of my bad trips.

@TripSitterNZ Would you call yourself dependent on psychedelics? I don't mean to throw any shade, psychedelic dependency/addiction is just something that the community tends to disregard and I'm curious about your thoughts and experiences in regards to it. Idk if y'all remember the guy that wanted to smoke DMT every day that came here a few weeks ago. From an outside perspective I would call that dependency but of course I don't know his whole situation.

I used psychs quite heavily last summer and although I am no longer suffering any negative consequences it did temporarily hurt me for a few months even after stopping for a while. I was just "out there" for lack of a better word. Ya know the song Cudi Zone? Sort of like that...

Now I'm zoned, see things so vivid
Hide my soul? Nah, homie, not even
I'ma zone out 'til I lose feeling, remember
I'ma be gone way past November
Even, stay up there, up there
Floatin', floatin', hopin'
I can find peace somewhere​

I felt like I was in my own world, but I didn't fully grasp just how far gone I was until I fully came back down. I can see it in my friends too sometimes. That slight look in the eye that tells you "Yep they're floating away off in dream land". We call it "acid brain" in my circle. I don't wanna offend anybody or diminish the effectiveness of psychedelics for healing but the psychedelic community doesn't discuss these topics enough, in my opinion. Maybe some mentions of HPPD but it's often downplayed. Certainly it's better here on BL but on big forums like reddit (thank god I left that place ugh) there is virtually no discussion of negative side effects. Just "victim blaming" of someone looking for help and then people tell him that he/she needs to fix their set and setting or respect it more or it's no biggie etc.

Damn sorry for the rant people but I'm glad I got that out of my head and into words :)
 
Yes i would say im dependent i have a psychological addiction to LSD. My friends asked me to quit many years ago but i kept going they saw how far gone i was but i didn't realize it myself. Many people become addicted to LSD yet the the fluffy community wants to ignore it and say psychedelics are not addictive.

Im that acid head who has eaten so many hits my daily life is intense hppd. Weed sends me to into crazy trips. I always had bad anxiety and depression and i always relied on LSD to get me through life with escaping to the LSD reality near weekly. I zone out mid conversation totally forgetting what people were talking about. And always on edge on a thin line between psychonaut mystic and psychotic mad man. The sooner you realize you need to take a break and are to far out there the better. But for myself i never realize that point til its gets so bad people tell me i need to come back to reality one day or we can't hang out anymore.

So now im taking a extended break after 13 acid trips since march this year and one shroom trip and a bunch of DMT.

Im trying to somehow find my way to enjoying weed again but its a heavy trip but i want to learn to hack it again so i can ride it socially.

Once your mind is to far gone in psychedelia the real chance of drug induced psychosis becomes closer. My friend had to deal with a girl going through a two week induced drug psychosis last month due to all the LSD, shrooms and meth she was using til it broke her.

My LSD use gets really out of handle and i isolate myself just tripping then sleeping it off to repeat every week eating increasing amounts of tabs.

Chasing my own tail trying to find inner peace. Drugs to cover up loneliness. I never fit in this world i was always a bit eccentric or tuned into the mystical side of reality the outsider with social anxiety that i abused drugs to cover it up and try make connections.

With the economic down turn i have nothing to do really so drug use increased alot.

I will try lay off psychedelics now and see hopefully one day weed becomes normal again.
 
Thanks for the honest answer man, I appreciate it.

I hope you'll find peace one day, I'm sending love your way. And of course the PMs are always open if you wanna talk.

I've had temporary psychosis that started on a nightmare trip of 300 ug and and a large joint and I had lingering effects of dysphoria and intense HPPD for weeks after. It has since cleared up once I quit weed too. I wouldn't wish the sort of feelings we are discussing here on anyone. It's literal hell creeping up from the depths of your mind.

It's cliche but meditation has really helped me maintain a healthy connection to the "ethereal plane". Consistency is key with it.

I really hope that the community starts to discuss these things with some more honesty. I understand why we don't as most people see them as only being that and so in turn we deny that to show their beautiful side. But we're only failing ourselves by denying what happens with psychedelic abuse. The same thing happened with weed legalization. Advocates promoted all the good things and conveniently left out the (very real) harms that can happen with abuse. That's just not what harm reduction is about and it deeply saddens me that the community isn't acting in the everyone's best interest. Sorry if I've offended anyone but it's a hard truth that the psychedelic community needs to embrace
 
I could care less about weed these days. I like to smoke crack, shoot morphine, ketamine and do benzos. The Weed high feels underwhelming now.
 
Perhaps you should pregame with cbd flower before hand I too use to get horrifying anxiety, until I started mixing it with me CBD flower. Now I’m not a doctor and please do your own research and come to your own conclusions before trying anything i recommend but it could be an avenue
 
FuneralFather said:
Perhaps you should pregame with cbd flower before hand I too use to get horrifying anxiety, until I started mixing it with me CBD flower. Now I’m not a doctor and please do your own research and come to your own conclusions before trying anything i recommend but it could be an avenue
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I've known of this strategy for a long time, but for some reason I never implement it.

Update: I vaped .05g of weed the other night, was really drunk too, started getting the spins - but I enjoyed it.

About 8 hours later I vaped .1g and it was just wayyy too much. After 5 or so minutes I got lightheaded, my ears started ringing and my vision started to go black. I had to lay down... and for 30 minutes I was having CEV's and auditory hallucinations. I honestly thought there
were cicadas outside blaring their loud ass chirping noise... but after 30 minutes I realized they
weren't there. I had a bit of weed panic attack when I was laying down. After about an hour I got up and went to go out and get food. Was fine after that.


I think I can still enjoy weed in lower doses, or maybe after building tolerance, but its almost always too intense and not what I want from weed anymore. I'm not trying to trip balls, I just want to get high and have fun.

Oh well....
 
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A snake wrapped around the dagger, that's how you feel about weed which it's a wrong way to look at it. If you get nausea and anxiety rushing then it means you can't control yourself, don't blame weed or anything else in instance for your brain chemistry. I suggest as other said, find a sustainable trusting strain and you're good to go. Don't over-think, that's one major fault about mostly well anything else.
 
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