SickPunk said:
If she was already suffering latent psychological damage from both this road rage incident and the drug use, wasn't its emergence merely a matter of time?
Arguably, if she hadn't been able to let it out and fight through this experience, couldn't it have caused her more extensive problems in the future?
I understand what you're saying SickPunk - and that is exactly what I believed happened. Yet, the only thing I
can know from this experience was that it happened as a result of smoking that joint.
Yes, it is possible that another event may have eventually triggered her illness. It is also possible that if she had given her brain a break she may have been able to repair her fractured mind before it broke.
Saying that it was beneficial in that it may have prevented a more serious eiposode in the future is a very positive way of looking at the whole thing (it also happens to be the way I choose to look at this chapter of my life). Then again, she may have never had to experience Hell at all, ever, if she hadn't smoked that joint.
However , all of this is speculation. The one thing that isn't speculation is that, in this instance, cannabis was the trigger. Whether something else could have been a trigger at a different time is not the issue.
The difference is (with reference to my ex-girlfriend's experience):
Weed+Trauma+Recreational Drug Use+Possible Underlying Mental Illness = Psychosis
compared to:
Trauma+Recreational Drug Use + Possible Underlying Mental Illness = EITHER: Psychosis OR
No Psychosis
Now don't get me wrong, I don't hate weed and I'm not anti-weed. I used to love the shit and smoked for years. However, the above differece is a big enough difference for me - because when it comes to playing with one's mind, the stakes are very, very high. It's a pity that it took something really horrible and extreme to happen for me to learn this.
Sorry for getting a bit off topic, I suppose all I'm saying is to not take refuge behind arguments like "Weed has never been proven to cause Psychosis" to justify your own smoking. I'd rather take a drug, know the risks, take responsibility for my actions and know what do if a risk eventuates; than delude myself, not be prepared and possibly get bent over and fucked.
Like any drug, I believe there is a 'safe' way to use weed. I believe finding this safe ground is hard, given black and white arguments like "Weed causes psychosis" and "Weed has never been proven to cause psychosis".
If there is not enough information available to for you to make an informed opinion on whether the amount you smoke will cause you problems, make a choice. Know yourself, know your drug, know the risks.
That's when you should sit back, relax, and roll up....