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^I see. That does clarify things, thank you.
I’ve tried every weed I could. Got a medical card and tried a lot of stuff with the same results. I’m made more for opiates and benzos.
Opiates, too, to some extent... but nodding is beautiful.
Smoke all the weed you want and call it whatever you want. It doesn’t matter to me. F you think weed makes your video games better then so be it. I’m proud for you.Jesus dude, chill. I use weed for video games too, it is very good for hyper-focus on gaming. And I've been smoking for... wait damn, about twelve years now.
Then I guess we disagree. It sounds like coping mechanisms to me; you're in a social situation, the weed makes you anxious, so you leave the situation. That's coping. If that's not what you're getting at, then I'm very confused.
Yeah the outback is probably dangerous. That's why nobody lives there. The population density is like Antarctica for a reason.
There are some dangerous snakes in Australia but we have anti-venom.
An old friend of mine (he wasn't Crocodile Dundee) used to pick them up by the tail and snap their necks by flicking them in the air like a whip. That's not unusual. People aren't afraid of them.
It's weird for us that people in the US aren't afraid of bears, but we aren't afraid of our snakes or our spiders or our sharks.
Shark fatalities are extremely rare.
We had one in Sydney a couple of weeks ago. First shark fatality in Sydney in something like 60/70 years. Can't remember exactly, but it's not a common occurrence.
I constantly encounter white tail spiders and redback spiders in Victoria. When you go to bush raves and hippy festivals up north you always get various species of deadly snake and funnel web spiders which are infinitely worse than the white tails and the red backs.
I woke up the other day with a white tail crawling over my naked skin.
A co-worker had a bite couple of months ago, which is the first time I've ever heard of anyone I know being bitten. She had a big disgusting looking welt on her leg. She spent a day or two in hosptial. She is totally fine. No big deal.
I've noticed feelings of anxiety recently. I'm 37 and ive been getting high from 19. I think it's tolerance not unlike your talking about because I use carts too and I think maybe it's the vaping that's causing it so I switched to weed recently from carts. Just started but seems to help. Going try just weed not carts for a month see if that helps.Ok so first things first: I have smoked from bongs, joints, and dispensary carts. Bong rips have always given me a bad time (greening out, dry heaving, panic attacks, etc). I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety and at the moment, I can get medical carts that are 1:1 cbd and thc. When I first got a cart, it was 8:1 or something like that and I experienced no 'high' at that level. I have since used 2:1 and then 1:1, and I got to a point where I would take 5-10 pretty long hits off of the 1:1 cart with a mild, pleasant, munchies-type high. However, circumstances in my life led to me being forced to take a break off of all weed for about a month. Recently, I got a new 1:1 dispensary cart and my first time using it after a break, I took about 5 hits (very foolishly, I should've known to go lighter after a break) and was pretty high to the point that I looked up videos on how to stop weed panic attacks and watched a 30 minute one all the way through as it was the only thing that comforted me in that moment (pretty dramatic I know lol). However, now I take only one or two hits and I feel nervous, dissociated (in a bad way, not a fun weed way) and panicky, shaking and thinking I'm going to die. Smoking before showers used to comfort me, but now it has turned the shower into a horrifying and anxiety-inducing place for me. I know I might be psyching myself out, but this knowledge is of no comfort when I am in that state. Is there something I'm doing wrong / should I smoke cbd cigarettes with my hits to up the cbd levels? Is there a strain I can try that will just get me high without the anxiety and paranoia again?
TL;DR- Smoked weed before and was fine, but at lower levels after a t-break I am an anxious mess. Is there anything I can do to stop this?
yea there definitely can be short term memory problems. that’s why i don’t use it for studying or any intellectual activityYou don’t hyper focus on weed. I’m sorry but there is memeoryvloss from weed whether you notice or not. How old are you. You seem very young and misinformed
You know what I despise even more than spiders?im ok with snakes! ive had quite a few as pets....i was into them for a while....you have carpet pythons there - i love them - they're very docile
spiders freak me out - but i don't kill bugs unless i have to...i try to capture and release them - but if they wanna fight, i hose them down with some organic insecticidal soap thats pretty fun to watch them die from...
i get these bugs that come in my house that kinda look like General Grievous that freak me out - i'll take a picture next time i see one...
This is all so well-said and meaningful. Great advice. I wish I had a friend like youI have significant social anxiety issues and general anxiety issues. These anxiety issues are lessened when I'm stoned but they are heightened when I'm not stoned (but still getting baked regularly) relative to long periods of sobriety. You might have to read that sentence twice. It's clunky. I just ate a 2 gram edible and I'm on my third beer. Starting to lose focus.
Same thing goes with cigarettes. Smoking cigarettes relieves stress but the stress only exists because I am addicted to nicotine in the first place. It is a cat chasing it's tail.
I would suggest you stop the weed (and drugs in general) for a while.
People take benzos for anxiety, but that doesn't fix the core of the problem. It is a mute button. (Don't get me wrong. Mute buttons have their purpose.)
Drugs are a garnish. They do nothing without the human that consumes them. The core of the drug experience is not the drug, it is the human. This is why you have a different experience with cannabis than others do.
Weed will not always be the same for you. You need to explore the core of your problem.
Why are you anxious?
For me, improving my personal hygiene and getting fitter has helped me to be much more confident. I used to be a dirty hippy and skinny as a rake. Now I wear nice clothes and I go to the gym.
The more positive things you do for yourself, the more rewards you will reap.