again, i sabotaged an almost certain sexual experience i could've had with the help. she's big, tammie, but the best i can do right now. it would've been wrong, really. there's 4 now since u left and 1 never even stayed enthused about any of them. what may've been the best one, i ruined online before we even met. still, i seek, tammie, but not for your replacement. that will never happen, you know that baby!