wed 3/30

shit i'm so upset with my family and it all around here. my heart is so broken. you may never have known if i was gone first. i told a few people about you but they'd not have contacted you. who knows, you might still wonder if it was the other way around with me dead instead. oh, you have no idea how i wish it were that way if 1 of us had to go. at least i don't wonder about you. i hope you're able to guide your kids.
i know your niece Deana is spoken for, but i have to say that i like her. She's been the only 1 in touch since i gave your daughter $150. i had police confirmation so i didn't feel 'got'. i guess your hs friends didn't do any of the money. I'M kinda miffed about that because Tam were there for all those years you put into it COUNTLESS hours, and they still didn't help financially. people are broke but you personally helped thousands. i'm just disappointed. i miss you like crazy!
 
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