PhenethylTrypta
Bluelighter
I've been on and off xanax for ten years, and actually used to abuse it in the range of 8-30mg at a time, which resulted in seizures and a bunch of terrifying shit I do NOT want to ever go through again.
But I've long since learned to control my meds and my question is this: I've been on Xanax for twenty six days on an average dose of 1-1.5mg a day, usually in a single dose. Some days I'd only take 0.5mg, there were a couple days in there I didn't take it at all, and one day (after NEEDING to get to sleep after taking my adderall too late in the day) I took 6mg (old habit), but that was just once, and it was a week ago. The last week I've been consistently at 1.5mg and I'm left with 3mg til my refill in TEN DAYS. I haven't been able to sleep, I'm tempted to take 2mg now, 0.5 tomorrow, 0.25 the next day, maybe skip a day, 0.25 (or less) the next day, skip a day and just ride the last couple days out. Additionally, I have loads of Suboxone since I'm prescribed 8mg, but usually only take 1-2mg if anything at all. I'm wondering, at such a relatively low benzo dose (1.5mg alprazolam on average) for a relatively short period of time (just under four weeks) and which access to buprenorphine if benzo WD kicks in, (as experienced as I am with all this, I feel so weird asking this, but I'm looking for reassurance) should I have anything to REALLY worry about?
I'm assuming I may experience weak WD symptoms, which for me (benzos) are sleep paralysis, which terrifies the SHIT out of me. Weak benzo WD doesn't usually yield all the other symptoms (insomnia, sweatiness, hot/cold flashes, twitching, lock jaw, muscle cramps, etc). And with bupe as a buffer, I can't imagine it being all that bad.
Just looking for helpful input, reassurance, or whatever. Thanks.
But I've long since learned to control my meds and my question is this: I've been on Xanax for twenty six days on an average dose of 1-1.5mg a day, usually in a single dose. Some days I'd only take 0.5mg, there were a couple days in there I didn't take it at all, and one day (after NEEDING to get to sleep after taking my adderall too late in the day) I took 6mg (old habit), but that was just once, and it was a week ago. The last week I've been consistently at 1.5mg and I'm left with 3mg til my refill in TEN DAYS. I haven't been able to sleep, I'm tempted to take 2mg now, 0.5 tomorrow, 0.25 the next day, maybe skip a day, 0.25 (or less) the next day, skip a day and just ride the last couple days out. Additionally, I have loads of Suboxone since I'm prescribed 8mg, but usually only take 1-2mg if anything at all. I'm wondering, at such a relatively low benzo dose (1.5mg alprazolam on average) for a relatively short period of time (just under four weeks) and which access to buprenorphine if benzo WD kicks in, (as experienced as I am with all this, I feel so weird asking this, but I'm looking for reassurance) should I have anything to REALLY worry about?
I'm assuming I may experience weak WD symptoms, which for me (benzos) are sleep paralysis, which terrifies the SHIT out of me. Weak benzo WD doesn't usually yield all the other symptoms (insomnia, sweatiness, hot/cold flashes, twitching, lock jaw, muscle cramps, etc). And with bupe as a buffer, I can't imagine it being all that bad.
Just looking for helpful input, reassurance, or whatever. Thanks.