We Worship The Sun- All Hail Dionysius- PD Lodge Ov Kaos

[effingcustie]

greetings PD

 

[adrian89987]

hello thar

I'm leaving on a jet plane..very soon

 

[Flarestar89]

Where ya going? I might go on a trip as well. Psychedelic, that is. Oh, the weekend is so close...

I guess it never occurred to me this forum would be a sausage-fest, but it makes sense, because I tend to be the only girl with the people I do drugs with. I feel as if more males use drugs than females, but perhaps that's a misconception. How do ya'll feel about girl who are your friends not wearing bras? I hate to wear one, cause uh... it pretty much makes them hurt a lot but I feel awkward hanging out with a bunch of guys without one, haha.

Meh. I'm going to go talk to him. Just... hard when people don't care, you know? His mind is... I think he's slightly crazy, haha.

 

[coelophysis]

sexxxx.

my "love of my life" type boyfriend is being a jerk, and pretty much telling me he doesn't care about me/that I'm not as important or nearly as important as the music he makes with his band.

I'm sad. and angry. and not going to call him. wahhhh...

Pfffft Any guy should be using his girl for musings in at least some of his music.

 

[PepperSocks]

Where ya going? I might go on a trip as well. Psychedelic, that is. Oh, the weekend is so close...

I guess it never occurred to me this forum would be a sausage-fest, but it makes sense, because I tend to be the only girl with the people I do drugs with. I feel as if more males use drugs than females, but perhaps that's a misconception. How do ya'll feel about girl who are your friends not wearing bras? I hate to wear one, cause uh... it pretty much makes them hurt a lot but I feel awkward hanging out with a bunch of guys without one, haha.

Meh. I'm going to go talk to him. Just... hard when people don't care, you know? His mind is... I think he's slightly crazy, haha.

I think lots of girls do drugs, it's just that not many of them obsess over psychedelics like us, but some (like you ) do.

I would love it if the girls around me didn't wear bras I don't think your friends would either. lol

Ya gotta communicate your feelings to him. IMO he's being a knob. The love of your life.... or music? The choice is clear. You can't cuddle up with music. Music is no replacement for love. Most guys would envy his position. He has a woman who loves him. We need love, life ain't really life without someone you love; it's simply surviving.

 

[FreedomOfTheMind]

Music is no replacement for love. Most guys would envy his position. He has a woman who loves him. We need love, life ain't really life without someone you love; it's simply surviving.

QFT. When it comes down to it....each other is all we have....even though I have done things in the past that hurt ppl I love and that loved me, I learned that lesson the hard way. I know love will come back to me but hold onto it- it is what its all about/....this whole universe thing...

 

[ebola?]

From Samadhi Smiles/Gaian Planes:

My friends and loved ones,

Remember that life is fleeting. It is gone in the blink of an eye. We are here only for a short while and then...we are gone.

When our physical bodies die (and begin their slow decay back into the Earth), our human organic pulsating consciousness returns to sunyata, the emptiness, the nothingness, the void. We only have these few inhales, exhales, and heartbeats - until those are gone. Precious life - a gift that is given from nobody.

Remember also that life is fragile, like a delicate 'winter blossom' - ice crystals buckled up from the ground on a hiking trail during a cold hard feeze - melts away quickly during morning sunrise.

winter blossoms,
flower quickly.

We are here on this Earth to love others and find and create meaning. Somehow we find each other and for brief and beautiful fleeting moments of joy we are together. We intertwine our physical bodies and minds around each other and hold on desperately sometimes - tears flooding our eyes - and try to fight the sensation of free-falling rapidly and aggressively right over the edge of the Earth. We are able to stabilize in each other's arms and float effortlessly together for a moment. And then, friends, that time ends and all is returned to nothing.

Life is fleeting, but it is beautiful also - I think maybe because it is fleeting. Hold on and remember who you are. It is said that it will almost surely become darker before you are completely saturated in the light.

 

[FreedomOfTheMind]

From Samadhi Smiles/Gaian Planes:

My friends and loved ones,

Remember that life is fleeting. It is gone in the blink of an eye. We are here only for a short while and then...we are gone.

When our physical bodies die (and begin their slow decay back into the Earth), our human organic pulsating consciousness returns to sunyata, the emptiness, the nothingness, the void. We only have these few inhales, exhales, and heartbeats - until those are gone. Precious life - a gift that is given from nobody.

Remember also that life is fragile, like a delicate 'winter blossom' - ice crystals buckled up from the ground on a hiking trail during a cold hard feeze - melts away quickly during morning sunrise.

winter blossoms,
flower quickly.

We are here on this Earth to love others and find and create meaning. Somehow we find each other and for brief and beautiful fleeting moments of joy we are together. We intertwine our physical bodies and minds around each other and hold on desperately sometimes - tears flooding our eyes - and try to fight the sensation of free-falling rapidly and aggressively right over the edge of the Earth. We are able to stabilize in each other's arms and float effortlessly together for a moment. And then, friends, that time ends and all is returned to nothing.

Life is fleeting, but it is beautiful also - I think maybe because it is fleeting. Hold on and remember who you are. It is said that it will almost surely become darker before you are completely saturated in the light.

fucking beautiful. I miss SS//GP so much----one of the most enlightened posters and silly dudes at the same time. Thank you so much for posting this!!!1 I just sent it to a few friends. thank you!

 

[Flarestar89]

Ya gotta communicate your feelings to him. IMO he's being a knob. The love of your life.... or music? The choice is clear. You can't cuddle up with music. Music is no replacement for love. Most guys would envy his position. He has a woman who loves him. We need love, life ain't really life without someone you love; it's simply surviving.

I know. That's... pretty much exactly how I feel. And how he USED to feel. But now he's all.. I don't know, something is different. He sees music as "his life's work" and how he'll make a difference to people... I keep trying to tell him that if he cares about people, he shouldn't leave me in the dust for a dream!

I understand wanting to help the world, but to some extent... he's just going overboard. It's hard, we've been dating for a really long time... for the first bit he was so in love with me, and thought I was wonderful, and now... it's just not there anymore. Like... we used to always trip together, and connect so much... and he's just so negative now...

I was going to try and avoid him for a while, maybe make him miss me? Sigh, the thing is, I think he'd just figure I'm off doing my own thing... I just... don't understand. I seriously think he's slightly crazy. Maybe all the pot and PD's when he was in the womb, heh. I should leave him and find someone who appreciates me more, but... it's hard... I never realized how big of a deal a "relationship" really was until I had my own. I always figured they were sort of frivolous.


I wish I had more girls to trip with! It might sound retarded, but since it's so rare, there's a sort of kinship when I trip with another girl. Probably only 3 times, but still nice. Thing is, most girls I meet... kind of suck. Drama-filled, fake, or just not willing to take the five minutes to hang out.

 

[cosmic charlie]

From Samadhi Smiles/Gaian Planes:

My friends and loved ones,

Remember that life is fleeting. It is gone in the blink of an eye. We are here only for a short while and then...we are gone.

When our physical bodies die (and begin their slow decay back into the Earth), our human organic pulsating consciousness returns to sunyata, the emptiness, the nothingness, the void. We only have these few inhales, exhales, and heartbeats - until those are gone. Precious life - a gift that is given from nobody.

Remember also that life is fragile, like a delicate 'winter blossom' - ice crystals buckled up from the ground on a hiking trail during a cold hard feeze - melts away quickly during morning sunrise.

winter blossoms,
flower quickly.

We are here on this Earth to love others and find and create meaning. Somehow we find each other and for brief and beautiful fleeting moments of joy we are together. We intertwine our physical bodies and minds around each other and hold on desperately sometimes - tears flooding our eyes - and try to fight the sensation of free-falling rapidly and aggressively right over the edge of the Earth. We are able to stabilize in each other's arms and float effortlessly together for a moment. And then, friends, that time ends and all is returned to nothing.

Life is fleeting, but it is beautiful also - I think maybe because it is fleeting. Hold on and remember who you are. It is said that it will almost surely become darker before you are completely saturated in the light.

That is so Beautiful :D

I LVe You Andy

 

[PepperSocks]

Thanks for relaying the message from Andy, that was really nice.

I know. That's... pretty much exactly how I feel. And how he USED to feel. But now he's all.. I don't know, something is different. He sees music as "his life's work" and how he'll make a difference to people... I keep trying to tell him that if he cares about people, he shouldn't leave me in the dust for a dream!

I understand wanting to help the world, but to some extent... he's just going overboard. It's hard, we've been dating for a really long time... for the first bit he was so in love with me, and thought I was wonderful, and now... it's just not there anymore. Like... we used to always trip together, and connect so much... and he's just so negative now...

I was going to try and avoid him for a while, maybe make him miss me? Sigh, the thing is, I think he'd just figure I'm off doing my own thing... I just... don't understand. I seriously think he's slightly crazy. Maybe all the pot and PD's when he was in the womb, heh. I should leave him and find someone who appreciates me more, but... it's hard... I never realized how big of a deal a "relationship" really was until I had my own. I always figured they were sort of frivolous.

Yeah, seems like he's just got caught up in his latest obsession which happens to be music. It could fizzle out, maybe just give him some space to get it out of his system. At the end of the day when there's nothing left to do but lie in bed with your thoughts he'll probably realize he's missing you and chill out on the intense music thing and spend more time with you again.

If he doesn't have those thoughts at the end of the day it may unfortunately mean the end of your relationship. You can't make someone love you; it has to come from within them. If that ends up being the case it's honestly for the best, it shows he's not the one who burns for you and life with him would not have panned out so great.

Your man might snap out of his crazyness and come back home or you find out it was just a hollow shell and move on. Only time will tell. And ya, relationships can indeed be grueling to say the least but life isn't life without them.

If you have a close friend IRL to talk about this with, that's the best thing to do. If not; well, BL has always helped me out.

I wish I had more girls to trip with! It might sound retarded, but since it's so rare, there's a sort of kinship when I trip with another girl. Probably only 3 times, but still nice. Thing is, most girls I meet... kind of suck. Drama-filled, fake, or just not willing to take the five minutes to hang out.

TBH I have never tripped with a girl for those exact same reasons. I wish more girls were like you.

 

[IGNVS]

watching people change is the saddest.

 

[Flarestar89]

Eh, music has been his thing for years now... It's just... it WAS everything, this relationship was the most amazing and vibrant thing ever... I'm not sure how to explain it, but I don't think I'll ever have faith in anything (at the least, a relationship) if this doesn't work out. I don't really have anyone to talk to. No one I feel comfortable talking to, I guess.

Yeah, I don't understand what's up with most girls... I think popular culture is affecting them much more than is healthy. I mean, Paris Hilton is so hot, right?

 

[IGNVS]

ever wish you could live in ancient greece?

or some tribe near the tiber about 8 thousand years ago

i wanna know what a state of nature was like

 

[Flarestar89]

only wish I could've been in the US when people started moving west.

What... what the heck, what timezone is bluelight set for? 5 hours ahead of me, or 19 hours back... haha

 

[IGNVS]

Andrew Jackson killed more people than Hitler did



on the bright side my freind just gave me a nug of some amazingly dankly piff-iff-lli-est of the piff-grade orlando pifffllllammeeee

 

[swilow]

watching people change is the saddest.

Depends which direction the change is.....everything is changing into something else, to paraphrase T. McKenna and many other wise souls.

Flarestar, its cool- you don't need to wear a bra around us :D

 

[Recept]

I have a few female friends & acquaintances that enjoy psychedelics, but they certainly seem to be scarce.

Regarding the timezone - your timezone setting might be off, check the profile page (User CP -> Edit Options) and adjust if necessary to get the times to display correctly.

And I concur - nobody will mind if you're not wearing a bra, in fact it is preferred I'm sure

 

[PepperSocks]

I love BOOBIES! :D

 

[IGNVS]

Depends which direction the change is.....everything is changing into something else

yeah i meant in context


aside from that
my buddies are out in the feilds right now "its a goldmine bro"


christmas in julyyy

my day just keeps getting better and better :D
i just ate a fat sub from subway mmm mm deliscious