We Pray for Children who...

[kevgoud]

WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO...
PUT ALL THEIR TOYS UNDER THERE BEDS...
SLEEP THE SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT...
CRY WHEN THEY HAVE A NIGHTMARE...
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WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO...
ARE FORCED TO SLEEP ON AND IN AND WITH ANYTHING OR ANYONE...
THAT DONT SLEEP AND CANT SLEEP THE SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT...
CRY WHEN THEY FIND THERE NIGHTMARES COME IN THE DAYTIME...
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WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO...
ARE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY...
CAN LOVE...
WHO THINK SEX IS EITHER MALE OR FEMALE...

AND PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO...
ANYTHING THEY DO OR FEEL HAS CONDITIONS...
WHO KNOW HOW TO HATE WITH ALL THEIR HEART...
WHO FIND THAT SEX IS A THING TO USE TO STAY SAFE...
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WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO...
ARE FORCED TO DO THINGS THAT NO CHILD SHOULD EVER DO...
WISH THEY COULD DIE...
WHO ARE DYING MOMENT TO MOMENT...
ARE MADE TO WATCH A LOVED ONE DIE AT THE HANDS OF A BELOVED PARENT...
EXPECT TO BE HIT, KICKED, PUNCHED, STOMPED, CURSED AND JUST ABUSED
DAILY...
HAVE DIED AT THE HANDS OF A PARENT...
WE SEE ON TV, BEHIND BARBED WIRE WITH TEARS OF PAIN IN THERE EYES...
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YES WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO…
MUST WATCH A PARENT LEAVE WITH THE AID OF POLICE AND IN HANDCUFFS...
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WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO…
CALL A CARDBOARD BOX HOME...
WHO LIVE IN CAVES, TRAIN STATIONS, ABANDONED HOUSES OR JUST IN THESTREET...
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WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO…
HAVE TO VISIT A PARENT IN PRISON NEVER TO GET OUT...

WE PRAY FOR CHILDREN WHO…
ARE HAVING OR HAVE HAD CHILDREN...
WE PRAY FOR THESE CHILDRENS CHILDREN...
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WE PRAY FOR THE CHILDREN WHO…
LIVE A BOTTLE, A BAG, A HIT, A TOKE, A PILL AND FINALLY…
SHOT AT A TIME...

WE PRAY FOR ALL THE CHILDREN WHO…
ARE ABANDONED AT BIRTH, LEFT IN GARBAGE CANS,
BACK ALLEYS, CHURCH STEPS, CARDBOARD BOXES OR JUST THROWN AWAY LIKE
SO MUCH WASTE...

AND WE PRAY FOR THE ADULT WHO…
WAS ONE OF THESE CHILDREN…
WHO MADE IT WITH THE USE OF MANY AND ALL MIND ALTERING
SUBSTANCES...
AND I PRAY FOR ME..WHO IS AND WAS THESE CHILDREN...
JUST FOR TODAY...A PART OF ME LIVES AND DIES IN THE PAST...DAILY..A PART OF ME LIVES AND
DIES IN THE PRESENT...MOMENT TO MOMENT...AND A PART OF ME LIVES IN THE FUTURE..WHERE THERE IS
NO PAIN FROM THE PAST...GOD WILLING...
Kevin S. 2004​

 

[GodandLove]

Sup

I don't answer prayers...by the way.

 

[kevgoud]

I know, you never answered any of mine that's why I have been praying to the needle god...he answers the only thing is the answer is sometimes NO...

 

[kevgoud]

I am new to this forum so please tell me if I am placing my writings in the correct area, I put on paper thoughts and feelings I have in my active addiction(s), now most people ask why I have used drugs since I was 9 yrs. old. I don't have a answer at the time it seemed like the only answer to the problem of dealing with a alcoholic mom. I can say drugs saved my life because without them I would have hung up at a young age, the drugs gave me a feeling of control when in reality I had none without them I would have had nothing no sense of self or being happy even if its a false happy its all I had so I ran with it the only problem is I ran to the happy room with all my new and untested drugs and forgot to put in a way out, now at 54 I am locked in a room with myself and my addictions at times ending this life sounds good but I cant because I started this with my eyes wide open I know what to expect I accept the consequences as a part of using I only wish...ha-ha how many times have I said I only wish..

 

[ComfortablyNumb95]

hey man welcome to BL
you can post your writings here.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!

I wish you the best of luck in dealing with your addictions.