starshine_seraphim
Bluelighter
lying alone asleep in the station
keep trying to get this fucking name out of my mind
try to put it off.. further and further
drifting spinning twisting my mind inside out
i thought for a second you could be mine
i thought for a moment it wasnt the end
lying alone asleep in the station
still cant shake these tremors
restless and alone
cold and isolated
the endless static of a thousand stations
bombards my mind
solitude was once a gift
i cant help it away anymore
drifting drifting
floating aimlessly in this goddamn station
someone please get me out of here
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
goddamn you
why did you make me like this
goddamn you
why did you leave me to die?
would you listen to the words he had to say?
how would you respond if i were to ask you to stay?
there it lies
there it decays
there it withers away
please dont forget about this
you filthy fucking whore
i sat there confused and angry
hey its all part of the game
i should fucking know that
but how could you be so fucking cold?
i thought you meant something
hey not everyone writes your name in the sand do they?
i should have known better!
those days are long gone..
that night on the lake
you told me the most sincere words ive ever heard
long walks on the beach? HA!
i was there.
you say i didn't mean anything. HA!
then what the fuck did you mean by that?
you said you were only bad luck
you say you were only brought into this planet by mistake
you were the result of a broken marriage and revenge
youve never known parents
does that give you a license to kill?
where the fuck do you get off?
is every person's existence cosmic planning?
just another bullshit artist caught in the trap
wish wish wish
one day i will find you
one day i will find you
how much of this is throw-away culture?
i sit here in my broken chair
the parts long worn down
deperately hoping for an escape
a prison in the cell of my own creation
just another nameless faceless nobody
broken down and deteriorated by evolution
you didn't construct me
i dont owe you
you are nothing to me
i hope you fucking understand that
one last wish i said
i can only cry in blood
i wrote your name with all i had left
crawling in slow desperation
trying to pretend i had the upper hand
guess we've only fooled ourselves, right?
one day you will learn of all of this
one day the bleeding will stop
one day the static in your head will stop
one day the waves will subside
one day the voices will relent
one day it will all go away
that day is today my friend.
step aboard, make a wish.
after all she said, "we all just ache to give ourselves away......."
keep trying to get this fucking name out of my mind
try to put it off.. further and further
drifting spinning twisting my mind inside out
i thought for a second you could be mine
i thought for a moment it wasnt the end
lying alone asleep in the station
still cant shake these tremors
restless and alone
cold and isolated
the endless static of a thousand stations
bombards my mind
solitude was once a gift
i cant help it away anymore
drifting drifting
floating aimlessly in this goddamn station
someone please get me out of here
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
goddamn you
why did you make me like this
goddamn you
why did you leave me to die?
would you listen to the words he had to say?
how would you respond if i were to ask you to stay?
there it lies
there it decays
there it withers away
please dont forget about this
you filthy fucking whore
i sat there confused and angry
hey its all part of the game
i should fucking know that
but how could you be so fucking cold?
i thought you meant something
hey not everyone writes your name in the sand do they?
i should have known better!
those days are long gone..
that night on the lake
you told me the most sincere words ive ever heard
long walks on the beach? HA!
i was there.
you say i didn't mean anything. HA!
then what the fuck did you mean by that?
you said you were only bad luck
you say you were only brought into this planet by mistake
you were the result of a broken marriage and revenge
youve never known parents
does that give you a license to kill?
where the fuck do you get off?
is every person's existence cosmic planning?
just another bullshit artist caught in the trap
wish wish wish
one day i will find you
one day i will find you
how much of this is throw-away culture?
i sit here in my broken chair
the parts long worn down
deperately hoping for an escape
a prison in the cell of my own creation
just another nameless faceless nobody
broken down and deteriorated by evolution
you didn't construct me
i dont owe you
you are nothing to me
i hope you fucking understand that
one last wish i said
i can only cry in blood
i wrote your name with all i had left
crawling in slow desperation
trying to pretend i had the upper hand
guess we've only fooled ourselves, right?
one day you will learn of all of this
one day the bleeding will stop
one day the static in your head will stop
one day the waves will subside
one day the voices will relent
one day it will all go away
that day is today my friend.
step aboard, make a wish.
after all she said, "we all just ache to give ourselves away......."
