smackncheese
Bluelighter
No mas. I'm going downtown. If I don't resurface again for a bit, then that's that. This drug is a fucking soul eater. I just want to sleep! >_>
mmmm i dunno about that. either on suboxone or not. you are still going to go through PAWS. which includes loss of motivation and the feeling of hopelessness. subxone just help you stay clean while you go through your PAWS phase of the whole getting clean process.
I sort of have to disagree. I see your point about the fact that it's an opioid and it keeps you strung along on it, which is certainly bad. But yet, if used as directed, I see it as a medicine and not as a drug. If physical withdrawal is the main reason a person is still using, then taking this medicine to prevent sickness is a true lifesaver and, imho, makes the person 'clean.' When I think of the word 'clean,' I think of someone who is consciously choosing to abstain from the recreational use and abuse of drugs, and if you're not abusing your medicine and are taking it to keep yourself from using, then you are clean. 'Clean' is a state of mind. For instance, someone who is locked up in jail might not be using drugs at the moment, but if they have every intention of going and getting wasted as soon as they're out, then they're not really clean.. they're more or less just 'dry.'
I see your point and sort of agree as well. You are changing how you life and your decision making process while on suboxone. You are (or should be) trying to become a different person. I just think it sucks that people are duped in to believing they will have a mild (or sometimes even told none) withdrawal.
As addicts we look for instant gratification so if they were told the truth, this will instantly give you relief and will help you put your life back together but down the road you will go through withdrawal, addicts will opt for the instant relief and be able to mentally prepare for the WD that is coming weeks, months, years later when they jump off.
Either the doctors are lied to about suboxone having a WD or lie to their patients about it becasuse considered going on Sub 3 times and talked to 3 different doctors and they all said it had no withdrawal. So they were lied to or lied to me blantantly.
So yes you can start to recover, life wise, but physically suboxone prevents recovery. So it is a double edged sword. Like everything else it has it's pros and cons.
I disagree. Just look at Phrostbyte. He is weeks in to his cleantime and still has some withdrawal problems. Had he just CT'ed then he would be having a lot less issues by this time. Suboxone makes it worse IMO. Makes it take longer and it's effect on the K receptors adds a new (bad) twist on the WD and PAWS.
IMO you're better off accepting it's gonna suck but has to be done and dealing with 3-6 days of acute symptoms and short acting opiods have a shorter PAWS duration compared to Suboxone or Methadone.
See im not talking about going on Sub. long term. Im talking about going on Sub just for 3 days after your last heroin dose, just long enough to get you thru the withdrawls. Thats what I always did, I didnt alow myself to get physically addicted to the Sub.
And I made it thru withdrawls painless, well pretty much painless, just alot of mental cravings.
That's how a lot of people OD, especially coming out of jail. Tolerance drops quickly during/post WD. People use the dose they are used to and bam, dead or in the back of an ambulance waking up to nalexone.I'm surprised at how low my tolerance is. If I had done dope I might have died.
Well a 3 day taper from 8 to 4 to 2 is like jumping 20 stories at a time. Your brain isn't adjusting to that taper that quickly. I have done it and it did lighten the load some and by day 5 I was good to go, but I've been good to go by day 5 CT too so I don't know if the suboxone made it any easier or not.^
The difference is in the degree of the WD.
I've always found cold turkey to be particularly rattling, so much so that it only makes me want to use more.
A taper allows you to still function at least.
Why would you jump off a 40 floor building when you could climb down a ladder and hop off the steps?
The more intense and shorter the acute symptoms, the quicker the recovery.
In my case it pretty much masked the WDs.. Virtually no WDs or pain at all. Plus Im able to sleep at night 8 hrs......
Its the only way to go if you have access to SUB.