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Wat things have you lost/given up to your addiction?

Trust, friends, opportunities.

Those are the three big ones, without getting into material possessions and money.
 
sold all my guns to get more dope and the old wheels off my car.
almost sold my cannondale and nintendo wii
back on suboxone, thank god.

pretty much ruined my credit with cash advances on CC's and overdrafting the shit out of my bank accounts.

my truck got totalled last summer and i spent half of the money i got from that on dope.

some bitch backed into my car this summer and didn't really hurt it but i got insurance money from that too and you know what i did with that.
 
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Health big-time
DVD players, Laptops, DVD's, Rings and Watches worth alot of money, given to me by my deceased Grandpa.
Friendships
A loss of morals, due to breaking into diffrent friends Mom/Dad's houses and still what little money they had...which was hardly anything, but just enough for me to get fixed-up.
Innocent, harmless, good-hearted people, I've hustled my way into their life's,
only to be gone out of their life's, 2-3 weeks later with they're valuables...

and most importantly: My self-respect.. doing things that I'd never dream I'd stoop so low to do, for a bag. :/
it's a fucking disgrace. but I'm not whining.
 
have you lost any teeth from drug use?

so have you lost any teeth?
do your teeth resemble swiss cheese?
do u push out ur own teeth or get a dentist to do it?


I have, had one of my molars on the upper right side of my mouth, It got cracked while grinding my teeth, it got infected and rotted from the inside and had a dentist pull it out.

i recently had a tooth reconstruction due to swiss cheese tooth decay,

and have swiss cheese teeth that now need pulling.
 
yep, had to get a tooth pulled 3 weeks ago, mostly due to the fact that when i'm on binges the last thing on my mind is brushing my teeth. crack really fucked a lot o my teeth up, I'm taking care of them a lot more then I did before (since i've really cut down on my cocaine/crack habit).
No, my teeth don't resemble "swiss cheese", they are white/yellow (not dark yellow.) Theres still some work to be done to fix them back up.
Shit I get a dentist to do it, I hit up a college that has a school of dentistry. It's cheap as fuck (like $50) to get a tooth pulled, plus 20x lortab 7.5's. (you can ask for laughing gas for extra charge.)

Yeh man same in my mouth (why i had to get it pulled in the first place), the entire side of the molar fell out, and I didn't do anything until it really hurt (like 4 months after the back falling out). yeah man the tooth was rotted from the inside out (full of cavaties).
Never herd of "swiss cheese decay" explain what that is ?
 
xxkcxx said:
That's the worst one. I wasn't trying to get too sappy, but since you brought it up...

I had a 4.0 with a double major and was set to graduate from college in 3 years and then go to graduate school. Man, I wanted to be a senator or something--even thought of being president.

One taste of drugs and 3 months later I am the drop-out junkie who has a record and can barely concentrate long enough to read a couple pages of a book.
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I dunno what drugs you do, but I am/was addicted to H. I was fucked up ALL through college 24 hours a day high as shit or withdrawin and I managed to graduate with above a 3.2gpa. Took me almost 5 years instead of 4 but it is possible.

I am sayin this because even if you are battling drug problems and shit it's not too late to go back. Honestly even if you are takin like 2 classes a semester...you have up to 10 or 12 years so you can take as little s you want, you won't even notice it.
 
my 140 IQ
being able to enjoy life sober- oh wait fuck that i never did since day 1
self respect
boredom :)
my dope buisness... so much potentiall... so many soldiers.... honestly i loved that more than all that^^^
 
bang

i had the feeling of dread overcome me yesterday
shit i havent seen my 700 dollar analog keyboard in a while
did it get stolen? did i sell it? did i leave it over this apt i used to jam in ?

im looking all over my house, getting sicker and madder, then i found it tucked away in my living room closet
relief
 
Sweet P said:
^ Depends who you're selling it to! A pawn shop usually won't give you much for an item (they need to make a profit too), so most of the time I've just sold stuff to friends and acquaintances. I set the price.
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Craigslist FTW!

OP: Self-respect, health, trust, finances/credit, housing at one point, my soulmate (which I regret everyday). This thread makes me depressed :(.
 
My flat
My Car
My TV
My Amp/Speakers
Any material possesion
Relationship with my family
My girfriend
My Self Respect
My health
My Credit Rating
10's probably 100's of thousands of pounds (GBP £).
EVERYTHING
 
havnt lost much but i never had social anxiety until i started drugs and tried to stop. I used to be so confident then started doing drugs and when i tried to stop i lost my confidence i used to have.
 
1.college education - I dropped classes, because it's shitty showing up dopesick. Many days were skipped to wait on the dope/pill dealer.

2. 36 pounds of bodyweight.

3. Self respect / trust of parents (which is being quickly rebuild since I'm on suboxone)

4.job

5. xbox 360 elite, pawned for a gram of dope.

6. a few very good friends, one who surprisingly put up with my foolishness and is still my best friend to this day. he also gives me a few Opana's since I've been clean for so long.

7. Innocence to the IV rush.

8. life insurance policy (3000$)

9. health.

many other things, it's sad how were all in the same boat.
 
I knew I spent a lot of $$$ on H, but never even tried to cound how much. Even aproximatly. Looking back now, it's at least $360K. But, doesn't bother me that much. Lost my house. Car. Lost my wife, my daughter, my dog, my cat, and every meaningfull realationship I ever had.
 
- 1973 Les Paul Custom
- Nearly 100% perfect phonographic memory... if i heard it, i remembered, period.
- So much academic potential: 4.0 gpa, 33 ACT, all sorts of scholarship offers based on theatre, speech, governor's scholar program, KEES rewards scholarships, academic scholarships... i was getting PAID (net) to attend the University of Kentucky...
- A promising music career. Two different bands that I co-founded are currently touring the US (one is touring both the US and Europe, has appeared on late show, late night, pretty much the whole run of 2nd and 3rd tier late night shows) and a multitude of other friends/old bandmates are making a living PLAYING MUSIC, even if its just teaching and taking whatever gig comes along. music as my lifestyle is all i ever really wanted.
- In the process of losing my girlfriend... this may or may not be for the best, may or may not have happened eventually anyway, but the fact remains that right now, it is my opiate addiction that is causing and/or compounding all of our relationship problems
 
started avoiding my family and friends that dont share the same 'interests' as i do. stopped trusting anyone that doesnt have money. dropped out of college as well.
 
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