Wasted Love

[SeAL]

He comes to me, sweet smelling and green eyed,
Feelings I have are not denied

Passion and love, I feel them well
My heart, like a balloon begins to swell

Nothing can happen, I can’t even fathom
I want him so much but he’s with her, I can’t have him

Denying what the heart wants most, so much pain to endure
I wish he could see how I want him so, how I’m sure

The feeling returned? I doubt it, though I know
Small hints are dropped like the mid winter snow

He sees me he touches, how he makes me laugh
The pity of it is I know it wont last

Why does he play with my heartstrings like toys?
When will I become allergic to boys?

My waking thoughts and my daydreams are his
If only he knew what a feeling this is

I long to see him, his smile, his face
But this cannot be, she’s put him in his place

Should I wait, or should I ignore
I can’t deny feelings, they’re so strong and more

I can sit, I can pine,
I can wait for the day he’s eventually mine

Realistically though
It will drive me crazy, I know

Why is love so torturous, so cruel?
Why can’t he see me treat me like a jewel?

Priceless, genuine, unique and free
All the things I can offer him,

All things that are me.

 

[Dekloren]

Gold.

 

[Munchin_On]

obviously the man you love is in love with some one else and has moved on I dont understand people who cant just get over it...your poem will be named wasted life if you dont just move on and find happiness

 

[E-girl]

Denying what the heart wants most

.. yes, one of the hardest things in life for anyone to experience. i can definitely attest to that. i've been here. that's how life is -- the things you want most are always just slightly out of reach.

 

[RareForm]

i understand what you are going through but obviously in a different sense...it's hard to care about someone like that...

 

[SeAL]

obviously the man you love is in love with some one else and has moved on I dont understand people who cant just get over it...your poem will be named wasted life if you dont just move on and find happiness

Well it's obviously hard when you fall in love with someone, and even though he was with someone it was hard to contain my feelings as hard as I tried. I did leave them alone though cos the last thing I wanted to do was tamper with their relationship. We all know emotions are strong and hard to keep underwraps. The heart wants what it wants the most.

I have moved on now, He is still very special to me but the friendship we have is too important to ruin with a relationship.

Besides he is happy with a new girlfriend now and I've seen sides of him that I don't particularly want in a potential partner.

Thanks for the feedback anyway First time I've posted a poem online. Might do it more...

 

[FixXxer]

sucks ass when you cant have the person you want. as long as they're happy....... i guess is all you can say.

nice work. great points.