cj
Bluelight Crew
So I'm sitting at the bus stop wearing my nasty ass hoodie in July untied timberlands and basketball shorts. I really think I should act my age but fuck it. Ive been shooting "fetty" as they call it here for like at least a couple years now I think. I don't even remember when we relapsed. But it's been a grinding long run that I can't seem to bring to a close. All runs end eventually it's the nature of an all consuming addiction. You go until you can't anymore. arrest rehab maintenance whatever. Otherwise death will be the most inevitable outcome. But this run will not cease. It's a fucking zombie
. I've been mostly off opioids chipping with fet for awhile. I had a run of methamphetamine recently that I didn't even realize how long it had gone on until my wife said something ( she doesn't use) and I got to thinking about it and realized that I had been shooting loads of ice daily for several months on end. That ended in 60 days in jail...not so bad I suppose. I had a speedball one end in a 6 year sentence once upon a time. Anyway buff rambling....best of luck man.