I recently did mdma this weekend two days in a row normally I wouldn't do this since I've only done this drug a few times but since it was my birthday weekend I figured why not. The first night on mdma I felt fine the normal amazing time the second night I drank prior to taking it plus I took more than I ever took before. when it first hit me I felt fine really hyper dancing everywhere but I kept thinking I took to much and all of sudden I felt really sick and nervous I got REALLY hot then i would get chills and have goose bumps everywhere my heart was racing, breathing heavily, digging into my skin with my nails, pulling my hair and a strong urge to puke but couldn't. I had to be held down by my boyfriend while he put cold water on my face he had to keep telling me I'd be ok or i'd freak out again i remember repeating everything he said this went on for maybe an hour laid out on the bathroom floor I was unsure of my surrounding and had no control of my emotions or what was going on. alot happened in that bathroom that can't put in words luckily i had my boyfriend there he was able to calm me down enough to leave out & eventually I felt completely fine and walked out like my freak out never happened. I didn't feel like I was rolling hard anymore but I could still feel it I didn't get scared again until the next day I have no idea where this random panic attack came from This was my worst experience with mdma. it really has me scared to ever do it again worried that it might happen again. since i woke up from that night i feel sick on edge depressed feeling like im going to have another episode. I'm scared the panic attacks wont go away. did i overdose? will I ever feel better? can anyone explain this or has this happened to you

