was it you last night...

[x eNiGmA kiD x]

We made love last night,
and you weren't even there...
I thought I saw you in her eyes.
I don't think she even realized
that I was in a trance...
I was so taken away by this distorted illusion.
I think I felt you ... as she touched me.
And I closed my eyes several times...
Thinking I could block it out,
But that only encouraged me to...
Believe it was you...
You that was touching me.
And as my fingers made love to her skin
that felt like yours... She moaned faintly in my ear...
Asking me for more. And all I thought of was, you.
Her heart was raising ... mine as well.
I think I came a few times ... thinking that could've been you...
Cause I felt you ... wanted you... I desired you ... it was you in a way...
She even had heat flashes like you
through out her body ... she even got a bit moist on her lower back ...
just like you would get.
I remember that feeling ... it felt so natural to me.
I got so into the desire of you...
Things got so intense and confusing...
I even felt dizzy ... yet mesmerized by her
capturing your full image... I almost cried.
She even looked like you after a while.
With her straight dark silky hair,
about the same length as yours.
Her pale soft skin...
Even her breast looked like yours...
Through out the night she expressed bliss...
Asking me to stay and cuddle
She even said I made her feel like there was
no one else but us ... that she forgot about everything.
And she asked me if I felt that way too?
I lied to her of course...
Cause all along I was making love
to... You.

 

[5FACES]

Wow!!!! I have felt like that all too often before! Excellent writing!

 

[E-girl]

i read this last night and had this awesome reply written out and BAM.. my computer crashed. go figure.
i cant recreate what i wanted to say to you, but this is beautiful... absolutley beautiful, as much as it is heartbreaking. and i have been there.. i know the way you tremble and the way you squeeze your eyes shut so tight and just HOLD them... b/c it feels so much like .. THEM. its one of the hardest things to deal with, emotionally... but in a way, i think it helps us to remember the people we love and have lost....
and even though its not fair to the person who is truely there with you, it still feels good sometimes.

 

[runawaygrrrl]

awesome...

 

[frostyangel]

nice work.
It reminds me of a phrase in a song...
We know that everyone here is thinking bout somebody else, I'm lonely now, there's no getting back to good.

 

[E-girl]

bump... cuz i really liked it.

 

[spinkle]

holy shit.