heroin_queen
Bluelighter
Hello. So for years, since my teens, I had been an alcoholic. It got worse as I got older, although not noticeable until the year I turned 20. My boyfriend of 7 years (at the time, now we have 10 under our belts) landed himself in jail on a 2.5 year sentence, up for parole in 13 months. We were everything to each other, he was my best and only friend. And his sudden absence destroyed me. I tried for about 6 months to do the right thing, work, go home, be safe so he didn't need to worry. After a while I started drinking. Very heavily. It turned into a very serious problem that lasted about 3 years. 2 years even after he had been released, due to the fact that I was suppressing ordeals I'd gone through while he was away. Id even been to rehab/committed 3 times. I struggled with this until a year ago when I tried IV heroin for the first time. Since then I have no desire for alcohol. Not at all. Just the thought makes me imagine wasting money. Now I'm very addicted to heroin. Has this happened to anyone else?