Yesterday I decided to try forgoing all opiates/opioids for at least 24 hours but hopefully for 72 hours so as to lower my tolerance. At just before noon however I went to the loo. I always suffer from constipation when I did my customary 6 days off methadone in the States. I dosed in NYC at 220mg daily but only went to the climic twice a month with 13 takehomes at a time. I dosed on Thursday and for the next 7 days took my dose. I then abstained for the next 6 days and did this for a year.
On the Wednesday before my clinic visit I would always have an extremely hard and big piece of feces that caused me intence pain and burst blood vessels in my anus where as I never defecated at any other time. Since switching to #4, DHC and Oxycodone upon my return to Cambodia I have had normal movements. Then yesterday I had the worst one of my life. Worse yet it precipitated physical withdrawal. I had chills, yawns and was literally drenched in sweat.
I was in serious trouble and ended up actually physically digging it out. The pain wad THAT bad. The thing is, like so many Jews I have genetic abnormalities, in this case I have my bloodvessels in my anus closer to the surgace than other people. As I dug it put a literal geyser of blood started and painted the entire loo, walls and floor included. I got lightheaded from the loss of blood and was screaming in pain. Im lucky the hotel didnt act on it. By 3PM I got it all out, bathed for a long time and then cleaned the loo.
What did I do next? 1,400mgs DHC and 50mgs Promethazine to potentiate the metabolic conversion to morphine. Im pleased that it not only got me straight but even gave be a glimmer of psychoactivity. Stool softeners and laxatives are next on my shopping list.
On the Wednesday before my clinic visit I would always have an extremely hard and big piece of feces that caused me intence pain and burst blood vessels in my anus where as I never defecated at any other time. Since switching to #4, DHC and Oxycodone upon my return to Cambodia I have had normal movements. Then yesterday I had the worst one of my life. Worse yet it precipitated physical withdrawal. I had chills, yawns and was literally drenched in sweat.
I was in serious trouble and ended up actually physically digging it out. The pain wad THAT bad. The thing is, like so many Jews I have genetic abnormalities, in this case I have my bloodvessels in my anus closer to the surgace than other people. As I dug it put a literal geyser of blood started and painted the entire loo, walls and floor included. I got lightheaded from the loss of blood and was screaming in pain. Im lucky the hotel didnt act on it. By 3PM I got it all out, bathed for a long time and then cleaned the loo.
What did I do next? 1,400mgs DHC and 50mgs Promethazine to potentiate the metabolic conversion to morphine. Im pleased that it not only got me straight but even gave be a glimmer of psychoactivity. Stool softeners and laxatives are next on my shopping list.
