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I want to share this story to maybe hear other peoples experiences or I guess to just share I suppose.
I was 18 at the time, just starting to explore the realm of intoxicants. I was a "late bloomer" if you will, when it comes to drugs. I had only recently (1-2 years) started drinking and smoking. My buddy, who was my partner in crime, with all of our first time drug experiences was recently prescribed Ritalin so we would routinely drink and be snorting small portions of his supply. One afternoon after a few beers and lines deep we decided to try the "new" drug "molly" as his sister was able to acquire a variety of substances. I had done "molly" once in the past but it was a shared point with someone so the experience was great but not "rolling" but any means (50mg). We acquired the g and split in three ways by eye balling so roughly 333 mg a piece (of course very roughly). We proceeded to snort our entire portion.....
Now like I said I had done "molly" once before in the past so in my stupor, thought I knew what I was talking about and could handle this. It irks me to this day how I was so naive and, for a lack of a better word, stupid when consuming a substance that require such respect such as MDMA. But I was young, dumb and thought I was in control of everything...that thought process was so readily changed it is quite indescribable but I want to try to share to my best remembrance....
The intense feeling of the MDMA signature chemically taste quickly ran from my nose to the back of my throat. In under 30 seconds I found myself getting up from my chair and running to the sink to grab a cup of water and proceeded outside to the deck for some large inhales of fresh air. The initial come up was short but so precise, I started getting tunnel vision and have the most distinct memory of thinking I was going to die, I reached down to a table to brace myself as I felt myself losing balance and thought I was going to pass out. Thankfully this lasted only a few short moments. I then remember turning toward the glass door and seeing my buddy inside just as gone as I was. I describe the feeling as being underwater, my hearing was completely distorted and my vision seemed to be delayed by an eternity. We were given a ride to another friends house where there was a small party, of course my friend and I were looking like fools. The intensity slowly died over the night and I ended up sleeping decently and recovered well over the next few days.
I describe this experience as my worst decision with drug use. As I am more educated now, I am thankful I did not cause more serious damage to my health. Be safe everyone.
I want to share this story to maybe hear other peoples experiences or I guess to just share I suppose.
I was 18 at the time, just starting to explore the realm of intoxicants. I was a "late bloomer" if you will, when it comes to drugs. I had only recently (1-2 years) started drinking and smoking. My buddy, who was my partner in crime, with all of our first time drug experiences was recently prescribed Ritalin so we would routinely drink and be snorting small portions of his supply. One afternoon after a few beers and lines deep we decided to try the "new" drug "molly" as his sister was able to acquire a variety of substances. I had done "molly" once in the past but it was a shared point with someone so the experience was great but not "rolling" but any means (50mg). We acquired the g and split in three ways by eye balling so roughly 333 mg a piece (of course very roughly). We proceeded to snort our entire portion.....
Now like I said I had done "molly" once before in the past so in my stupor, thought I knew what I was talking about and could handle this. It irks me to this day how I was so naive and, for a lack of a better word, stupid when consuming a substance that require such respect such as MDMA. But I was young, dumb and thought I was in control of everything...that thought process was so readily changed it is quite indescribable but I want to try to share to my best remembrance....
The intense feeling of the MDMA signature chemically taste quickly ran from my nose to the back of my throat. In under 30 seconds I found myself getting up from my chair and running to the sink to grab a cup of water and proceeded outside to the deck for some large inhales of fresh air. The initial come up was short but so precise, I started getting tunnel vision and have the most distinct memory of thinking I was going to die, I reached down to a table to brace myself as I felt myself losing balance and thought I was going to pass out. Thankfully this lasted only a few short moments. I then remember turning toward the glass door and seeing my buddy inside just as gone as I was. I describe the feeling as being underwater, my hearing was completely distorted and my vision seemed to be delayed by an eternity. We were given a ride to another friends house where there was a small party, of course my friend and I were looking like fools. The intensity slowly died over the night and I ended up sleeping decently and recovered well over the next few days.
I describe this experience as my worst decision with drug use. As I am more educated now, I am thankful I did not cause more serious damage to my health. Be safe everyone.
but please dose smaller/more frequently next time!!! sounds like it could have been a close call to an ambulance ride