wannabstoned
Greenlighter
Hey guys 1st post (UK)
PS Bear with me, i will try and cut a Long story short-
I was a iv H user from the early 80s, went to jail etc, came out but sadly got a new habit again. Rather than going thru all that shit again i went on a private 190 per day Methadone Maintenance Script (38x 10mg pheyseptone pills) along with 12 x 5mg Dexerdrine (dexamphetamine). I know it seems high but i do have a very high Tolerance. This went on for 10 yrs and i eventually managed to get a NHS Dr (government) to prescribe for me free of charge, which was great as the private was so expensive.......But here's the thing. To stay with this Dr i had to start gradually reducing, which was against my will! So had to do this, no choice as i couldn't afford the private Dr. Anyways after 9yrs this Dr finally got me down to 40mgs (x8 pills) Meth and 3x dexerdrine, and this is what i am on today. But upon looking over this time period i have ALWAYS craved drugs, ive been totally depressed (Suicidal) and could never function as i did before. (no get up and go at all) Thing is i now want to go back to my private Dr as i cant take this life much longer and can now afford it again. But do you think will he give me the same amount as before (190mg per day)? I know i can tolerate this amount as i have recently purchased street methadone (tablets)
Sorry for such a long first post . Thank you
PS Bear with me, i will try and cut a Long story short-
I was a iv H user from the early 80s, went to jail etc, came out but sadly got a new habit again. Rather than going thru all that shit again i went on a private 190 per day Methadone Maintenance Script (38x 10mg pheyseptone pills) along with 12 x 5mg Dexerdrine (dexamphetamine). I know it seems high but i do have a very high Tolerance. This went on for 10 yrs and i eventually managed to get a NHS Dr (government) to prescribe for me free of charge, which was great as the private was so expensive.......But here's the thing. To stay with this Dr i had to start gradually reducing, which was against my will! So had to do this, no choice as i couldn't afford the private Dr. Anyways after 9yrs this Dr finally got me down to 40mgs (x8 pills) Meth and 3x dexerdrine, and this is what i am on today. But upon looking over this time period i have ALWAYS craved drugs, ive been totally depressed (Suicidal) and could never function as i did before. (no get up and go at all) Thing is i now want to go back to my private Dr as i cant take this life much longer and can now afford it again. But do you think will he give me the same amount as before (190mg per day)? I know i can tolerate this amount as i have recently purchased street methadone (tablets)
Sorry for such a long first post . Thank you
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