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Well in the name of HR you may have all helped.... I take enough other drugs as it is, maybe I'm best off not adding another to the arsenal eh?
That's good to hear mate. Wise decision. Take it easy man
Well in the name of HR you may have all helped.... I take enough other drugs as it is, maybe I'm best off not adding another to the arsenal eh?
hey guys
I'm pretty new to Heroin as well, I don't get the numbers! what's #4 etc?
Thanks x

'Wilful ignorance' I'm not sure I get that...Is that a sign of this wilful ignorance you're talking about?
hey guys
I'm pretty new to Heroin as well, I don't get the numbers! what's #4 etc?
Thanks x
Ignoring the simple realities of life in a bid to fuck yourself up on highly addictive drugs, that ignorance.
Well sometimes things have to be done one step at a time. I'm battling tramadol atm but I'll overcome it God willing.


If you can control your use why the need to take opiates again? There's no such thing as a gear user who can take it or leave it...take opiates long enough and quit and restart enough and you're on the road to addiction. I was on higher medical opiate doses than you and I quit several times and restarted and there comes a point where stopping on your own is impossible. You're very early on in the opiate journey at 18 months. You either get out now for good or end up in a raging addiction. The fact you want to try heroin should be putting off alarm bells in your head - that's the lure of opiate addiction calling you in and the denial and lies you're telling yourself about being able to stop any time are lies we all told ourselves. Quitting is one thing - staying stopped is quite another. Most people addicted to most things can stop, but they can't stay stopped - that's addiction. The opiates are calling to you and you are being sucked in and you can't even see it. Y
You're already in addiction if you can't stop opiates and stay stopped.
Englandz I apologised for loosing my temper the other night. Its in the main gibberish thread. Hope you can accept I..I was out of line.
Only ever properly tried oxy before... dabbled on and off every other weekend for about a year.. Despite not actually enjoying it very much.. the grip from opiates is odd. some proper ball grabbing shit. cant imagine how soul destroying it is to try and recover from being a full blown addict to it. overrated bollocks. i found myself craving it even tho i dont really enjoy it. Even now thinking about the stuff now makes me want it & ive not properly touched it for years. i did enjoy the stimulating part before the nods, but not a fan of nodding at all. Mixed with booze and opis can seem golden.. but apart from that my body doesnt seem to agree with it
Blankety trippy euphoria.. gimmi ketamine. blows the tits off everything. wipes the floor with opiates imo