yoUr bLiSS
Bluelighter
don't ask me why
but at times such as these
inhaling toxins seem to release the pressure
the pressure of the emptiness on my soul
what can i say?
i seek a strange solace in this
getting high off of a good depression
drinking cheap wine out of a plastic scooby doo cup
listening to the same pathetic songs on repeat
i want my heart broken
smashed to pieces
maybe then i'd stop trying to fill the void with cigarettes
some would disagree
why hope for pain?
it would replace the emptiness
some drama to wallow in
some despair to sink into
at least with the burn i would feel alive
it's not that i lack opportunity
i'm just sick of ego-trips
my head is swollen but my heart is empty
my head hurts
my throat burns
my heart hurts
not because it's broken
because it's been neglected for so long
i give pieces of it to all who touch my life
why are none given it return???
am i really this sad?
or am i just intoxicated?
in my head a projection
an idea
a dream
i don't ask for perfection
just substance
but at times such as these
inhaling toxins seem to release the pressure
the pressure of the emptiness on my soul
what can i say?
i seek a strange solace in this
getting high off of a good depression
drinking cheap wine out of a plastic scooby doo cup
listening to the same pathetic songs on repeat
i want my heart broken
smashed to pieces
maybe then i'd stop trying to fill the void with cigarettes
some would disagree
why hope for pain?
it would replace the emptiness
some drama to wallow in
some despair to sink into
at least with the burn i would feel alive
it's not that i lack opportunity
i'm just sick of ego-trips
my head is swollen but my heart is empty
my head hurts
my throat burns
my heart hurts
not because it's broken
because it's been neglected for so long
i give pieces of it to all who touch my life
why are none given it return???
am i really this sad?
or am i just intoxicated?
in my head a projection
an idea
a dream
i don't ask for perfection
just substance
