Chill, heh no man %) Was empathising with the problems you had; with regard to your Psychiatrist being patronizing to you, Stay Blazed. The 'rolling eyes' were at what he had said to you.
it's okay.. i'm on probation so i can't get high.. (anymore)
Even when i take a xanax in the morning i'm still anxious..
like on the verge of being able to cry and just not knowing what to do with myself.. Everyday when i wake up before work i just sit at the computer hitting the refresh button not knowing what to do with myself.. I hate this feeling.