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Waiting for the dealer to show up when you are sick.

^ha I used to be one of those noobs who would smoke...I had just got back from rehab and didnt like snorting and wasnt ready to shoot yet so this girl showed me how to smoke. Its kind of like smoking heroin i guess, you feel it after you exhale. ,Im sure its horrible for your body as it has a horrible burnt plastic taste. Hey if it keeps you from shooting, whatever floats your boat muchacho..
 
Hmm...

I was once sick, probably for the third or fourth time in my life, so it was new and especially unwelcome. I had been doing a lot of oxy and hydromorphone and was for the first time willing to buy a hydromorphone 30mg capsule. I didn't like the idea of capsules simply because they are full of beads so it is hard to dose properly, it is REALLY easy for the dealer to steal from/cut.

I had just worked all day, my girlfriend at the time didn't work and was at home sick all day waiting for me to get off. Once I did, we began hunting down some pills. Nothing was around and we were both sick. We called a couple who were also sick at the time but had much higher tolerance than we do, also more experience and connections. We basically told them that we would throw in our money to make sure that they can get more product if they can bring us to one of their dealers. It was a small town so people kept their dealers as secret as they could. After waiting around for them, rocking back and forth and complaining every 30 seconds, I went to meet them. I trusted them so the money was handed over, it took what seemed like hours for them to get back, but it was probably only 30 minutes. I got my capsule, thanked them and then headed home.

I got home and opened the capsule, it was full and I was starting to feel better. I crushed up probably 1/2 of the capsule for me and the girlfriend to share. We did, we waited a while and it didn't seem to be working. It was our first time with these capsules, so we figured it may take a while longer or the shitty crushing job we did wasn't helping. We did more, then we did the rest.

I messaged the person online to see if this stuff for some reason takes a long time, they said they weren't sure since they shoot it. They told me to hold on a few why they did their shots. I was told they both got no effect, but, it may just be their tolerance since they usually use a single pill each.

I waited a few more hours with nothing but anxiety and my pill sickness getting worse.
I laid in bed all night getting brain zaps, twitching and feeling like absolute death + anxiety attacks. I had to go to work the next day which was one of the most challenging things I have ever experienced. Horrible.

From the effect I was getting and the absolute lack of effect my girlfriend was getting, I came to the conclusion that the beads in my pill were switched out for effexor (vanlaflaxine) beads. I was furious and had to drink vodka to calm my nerves. The worst.
 
of course as soon as youre good you get a text

"ight where you at"
 
^^haha it always works that way

I'm kinda at the point where I've copped from SO many dif ppl I know which are reliable and which are flakey. I only have like 2 ppl in my phone who fit the latter. Since I normally deal with ppl who are on point and make it clear to those who aren't that I can and will go elsewhere if they fuck around, I dnt really worry much. Usually once I get the word that they're good and on the way, my wd will virtually disappear. Still I never let my hopes get too high until its in hand or they're out front, since anything can happen between them calling me and actually getting here

New and I are old time drug buddies and whenever we used to wait on our dude it was like I had a stick up my ass. Looking around every 10 seconds and always checking my phone. Meanwhile he's usually sitting there, calm as hell telling me how patience is a virtue. I was always like "fuck that I want my drugs" but his mantra def stuck with me after all these years
 
the worst is when you are sick and have to DRIVE to cop. i couldnt tell you all the times i had to wait late in the day to cop and had to pull over to throw up on the way out to the spot. but jesus how good is that feeling when the dope hits the brain after waiting sooooo long

The withdrawal would actually stop for me the second I had it in my possession, just knowing I had it and was about to use it was enough to stop the withdrawals.

One of my friends said this also happened to them often when they'd cop too.
 
yup the "yeah im leavin now" or "yeah 10 minutes" is classic. Why can't dealers give you a real time? It's like yo if your gonna be an hour tell me an hour I won't go to someone else if you tell me a real time that way I can at least be in a comfortable place while sick instead of looking at the clock every two seconds and calling you every 15 minutes.

Right? It's horrible, drug dealers have their own special concept of time.
-"I'll be home at 8 pm" = I'll be there at 10 pm, and for each time you call add 20 min
-"Im re-upping, be there in an hour" = Be back in three hours
-"I'll be downtown in 30 min" = I'll be 10 miles away from where the meeting spot was in 45 min.
-"Leaving now" = Leaving in 30 min, stop calling
-"Just around the corner" - I just left
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^^haha it always works that way

I'm kinda at the point where I've copped from SO many dif ppl I know which are reliable and which are flakey. I only have like 2 ppl in my phone who fit the latter. Since I normally deal with ppl who are on point and make it clear to those who aren't that I can and will go elsewhere if they fuck around, I dnt really worry much. Usually once I get the word that they're good and on the way, my wd will virtually disappear. Still I never let my hopes get too high until its in hand or they're out front, since anything can happen between them calling me and actually getting here

New and I are old time drug buddies and whenever we used to wait on our dude it was like I had a stick up my ass. Looking around every 10 seconds and always checking my phone. Meanwhile he's usually sitting there, calm as hell telling me how patience is a virtue. I was always like "fuck that I want my drugs" but his mantra def stuck with me after all these years

Well, thank you. I didm't realize that you were actually.payimg attention to me all of those times. I'm glad you were listening to me.
 
Ahhh honestly it sucks waiting when Ur sick, but the longer you wait, oh gaaawwd the better it is;) but The longer you wait, the more it fucking sucks sitting there looking around for any possible glimpse of Ur boy sick as hell!
Then BOOOOOOM (very low cozy sounding voice) you unwrap that first foil or in my case recently, break off a chunk of raw, break it up ever so fine, the scent of vinegar fills the air, line that fucker up, waaaapooooowww you rail that shit, 5 min later, ahhhhhhhh;););) so much fuckin better! FUCK!!!! I love that! Just picture all of that narrarated by those deep voices like on those chocolate bar commercials<3 fuck I'm in love with dope
 
^ha I used to be one of those noobs who would smoke...I had just got back from rehab and didnt like snorting and wasnt ready to shoot yet so this girl showed me how to smoke. Its kind of like smoking heroin i guess, you feel it after you exhale. ,Im sure its horrible for your body as it has a horrible burnt plastic taste. Hey if it keeps you from shooting, whatever floats your boat muchacho..

if your gonna smoke pills you mine as well shoot up almost. that shits horrible for your lungs and imo i think it would kill you faster then shooting up. smoking pills is disgusting and pretty wasteful to
 
Fuck, going to a doctor and pharmacist almost sick is some rough shit - my blood pressure literally raises when I think of having to ask him for an early refill. Couldn't imagine dealing with a dealer on the reg. For a coke bender it's fine cos im so liquored up and have people with me.
 
I swear to god, I don't know how many times I have told my dealers hey man, I'm sick, I need a realistic time as to when you can be here.... I am in that state of mind that if you don't tell me the time, and be right about it, I'm going to be calling you and asking where the hell you are, yeah I know it drives you crazy that I keep calling, but you should have told me you would take 3 hours and not 1 hour, now tell me are you really going to be only 15 more minutes or are you going to be another hour? Because if you aren't here in 15, I'm calling you in 20 and gonna trip. I don't understand, if you think that you might take 20 minutes, tell me you are going to take 40, so in case you take longer than you think then I wont be tripping, and calling every 15 minutes!!!!! But no, your not capable of thinking about your customer who spends x amount of dollars a day and always is loyal and is probably one of the best ones you have, yet you start yelling at me when I call and am like where are you????!!! 10 more minutes.... okay i can do that... 10 mins goes by.. call again .. where the fuck are you? I'm sick dude, do you not understand that? I need you to tell me exactly how long you are going to be, i got shit to do... okay I'm almost there... 30 minutes later after calling and yelling and bitching,,, i get a text. yo, come downstairs. I get a rush of excitement, throw on my clothes and coat and run to the elevator and meet him, I say "I'm so happy to see you, thank god you are here, your the best. Give me the normal shit in the normal amount, thank so much i love you! *hugs* alright your the best! see you next time." This is how it used to be for me every fucking day...
I got a new guy, he has only taken really long times like 4 times in the passed 6 mo... so im cool with him, but man every other dealer i have dealt with has no time perception and are almost retarded. (sorry but they really are)
so yeah I've read a lot of these posts and they are almost the same as what i used to deal with on a daily basis. crazy how every single dealer is the same. Why is that?
 
I guess they really just want our money.
And fuck 'em if they don't like us calling too much. They know what they got into, selling drugs to drug addicts.
I called this guys wife one time when he stopped answering his phone when I was waiting on him. Needless to say, the following 2 day WD was particularly rough
 
I guess they really just want our money.
And fuck 'em if they don't like us calling too much. They know what they got into, selling drugs to drug addicts.
I called this guys wife one time when he stopped answering his phone when I was waiting on him. Needless to say, the following 2 day WD was particularly rough

I AGREE! They should know they are gonna get called and be prepared to sell on point and not be late, they should know that if they are selling heroin that they need to be on point and not late, bc people get sick, and tend to be very demanding when they are sick b/c they don't want to be sick anymore. so yo! Dealers, get your shit in order and be on time and we wont call you so much! When I can't get a hold of someone, I always call the friend, the cousin or the wife to try to get a hold of them, but it always seems that when I call the dealer and they don't pick up, neither does the cousin or the wife or the friend. I don't know why that is other than I have bad luck. Which sucks ass holes. :-/
 
I AGREE! They should know they are gonna get called and be prepared to sell on point and not be late, they should know that if they are selling heroin that they need to be on point and not late, bc people get sick, and tend to be very demanding when they are sick b/c they don't want to be sick anymore. so yo! Dealers, get your shit in order and be on time and we wont call you so much! When I can't get a hold of someone, I always call the friend, the cousin or the wife to try to get a hold of them, but it always seems that when I call the dealer and they don't pick up, neither does the cousin or the wife or the friend. I don't know why that is other than I have bad luck. Which sucks ass holes. :-/

See the funny part is, they know all that. They just don't care.

Because they know you need your fix, and they know their phone will be ringing again in the future.

They want your money, you need your heroin.
 
haha
perfect

Right? It's horrible, drug dealers have their own special concept of time.
-"I'll be home at 8 pm" = I'll be there at 10 pm, and for each time you call add 20 min
-"Im re-upping, be there in an hour" = Be back in three hours
-"I'll be downtown in 30 min" = I'll be 10 miles away from where the meeting spot was in 45 min.
-"Leaving now" = Leaving in 30 min, stop calling
-"Just around the corner" - I just left
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