kev/the\dood
Greenlighter
I woke up in the motel 6 next to my beautfiul ex girlfriend. She got me a hotel cause the trashy junkie roomies kicked me out. Greed was the motivation. Excuse was landlord gave a pre eviction notice.... Fuck you i dont even care anymorw. Anways I woke up with the taste of opiate illneas creeping up in my throat. I had maybe 10cents of mediocre H in my backpack. Check outs in an hour, shit I knew today would be a long drawn out hell bound nightmare.. I called the guy I hooked up the night before for a ride. No place to go and sick yeah its no fun. The shot i did didnt do much. And I had to think quick, hes letting me crash at his apartment for a few days. He never comes here im going to see if he will let me make payments. Back to my sick induced journey I call a guy who owes me 500$ and score a little ice to try and subside the w\d. My buddy kev took me and actually saved me thank god. He got here and I climbed down the stairs so weak I fall down the last 6. Man this is just terrible ive been feeding my habit everyday for months. Now this one day finally crept up on me and I wasnt prepared. Finally I get to guy who owed me and tried to use it to compensate and let it fire up some endorphins. All it did was made me sweat and get tense and twacked out. If there is a god well he strikes down on me for my bullshit choices.
The day is still 70 degrees and sunny and im sweatin profusely and chills are climbing my body. The ice has got me tense and its gotten a sensation to run through my body. A miracale finally calls upon me and someone needs a hookup so I jump on it. Make 60 dollars and score a 40. Gotta save some money for the next day. Ill be on my feet soon. I just need some suboxone or dones to taper me of so i can manage life again. Until then im in this bare room contemplating whats going to be my come up. Im thinking a job search tomorrow i have atleast a 20 to get me well in the morning and I still have 20dollars. Struggle ? No just another day full of strange and weird series of events. I know I cant possibly be the only one suffering from an outstanding addiction leading to misery but happiness.
The day is still 70 degrees and sunny and im sweatin profusely and chills are climbing my body. The ice has got me tense and its gotten a sensation to run through my body. A miracale finally calls upon me and someone needs a hookup so I jump on it. Make 60 dollars and score a 40. Gotta save some money for the next day. Ill be on my feet soon. I just need some suboxone or dones to taper me of so i can manage life again. Until then im in this bare room contemplating whats going to be my come up. Im thinking a job search tomorrow i have atleast a 20 to get me well in the morning and I still have 20dollars. Struggle ? No just another day full of strange and weird series of events. I know I cant possibly be the only one suffering from an outstanding addiction leading to misery but happiness.
