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Backstory: I was prescribed 40mg Dextroamphetamine IR for ~10 years, circa 2003-2013, and even after daily use the whole time, the meds still never failed to make me euphoric/productive/energetic. During that period of time, I weighed between 70-100lbs (I was anorexic). 2010-2014, I was prescribed large amounts of Oxycodone and Fentanyl Patches which I abused and although I could still feel the energy from the amps, I was too high off the opiates to really do anything with the energy. (I'm a normal weight now, but figure the weight has a lot to do with the effects of the dose- 40mg daily for someone weighing that little is a LOT)
I finally got off the opiates in late-March of this year (2014) and while in detox, I was taken off the Dexedrine. I also started back on Latuda (a newer anti-psychotic) because of amphetamine-induced psychosis.
A few weeks ago, in late-July, I was prescribed 30mg Vyvanse by my psychiatrist to combat the lazy/fuzzy feeling from the Latuda. The first week or so was great, I was euphoric and hyper focused again. However, after that first week, the effects became increasingly less noticeable- I took a double dose a few times (60mg) and the first few times of the increased dose, I felt high-ish again, but definitely not low the first few days. (Yes, I know I shouldn't be upping my Vyvanse dose by myself, so please no lectures!)
Yesterday, my psychiatrist upped my dose to 40mg, but of course I've been taking more-upwards of 100-120mg daily. This morning, about 3 hours ago, I dosed 100mg at once... I know that the Vyvanse has already kicked in, but I only feel awake- not euphoric or energized in the least. Anything below 100mg just leaves me with a tired, spacey feeling. It seems that I just can't get any sort of high back though, regardless of how much I take.... my eyes don't even dilate! (But I guess the Vyvanse is kind of working if I can write such a long post...)
So, I have a bunch of questions:
I know the Latuda can negate the amphetamine's effects, but I was able to get high while taking it several weeks ago, so I'm not sure that the Latuda is the cause of my issues.
-Can anti-psychotics randomly inhibit dopamine? Sometimes allowing me to get high and other times not?
I also know that long-term amp abuse can burn out the dopamine receptors, sometimes permanently. Maybe after a few months off of the Dexedrine, my receptors started repairing themselves only to quickly burn out again after restarting the amps?
-Would taking a few days off the Vyvanse or taking a dopamine precursor like L-Lysine help any?
Long-term opiate abuse causes post-a it withdrawal after cessation which so know effects dopamine production/regulation for up to a year or more.
-Is there any chance I will be able to get high off amps again after 1yr off of opiates?
I also believe that I have clinical depression, I've been treated with various SSRI's since ~1999 on and off, most recently prescribed Prozac beginning in March- it truly worked wonders. However, my psychiatrist stopped the Prozac 2 weeks prior to starting the Vyvanse because we tried Strattera first which she said works as an anti-depressant. She doesn't want add Prozac back in right now since we're still titrating the Vyvanse dose and she wants to eliminate any variables so we can figure out the right Vyvanse dose.
-Can a chemical imbalance caused by depression effect the amp's effects?
I know that Vyvanse depends on trypsin production to activate the D-amp. I have gastroparesis (delayed stomach emptying) so I may have lower levels than normal of digestive enzymes. I always take my Vyvanse with half a protein shake (26g protein) to encourage trypsin production, but haven't really noticed a difference from the times I don't have any protein intake with my meds.
-Would taking a few Pancreatin enzymes with the Vyvanse help? Or possibly dissolving the Vyvanse with a few Pancreatin caps and letting it sit for a while?
-Could simple tolerance be my problem, seeing as I was taking ~1mg+/kg of D-amp before and am now taking ~.15mg/kg, which is less than 1/6 of my previous dose?
-If so, does Vyvanse really have a "ceiling" dose (I've read multiple debates about this)... it's just not feasible for me to take the 600mg of Vyvanse that would give me to equivalent ~1mg/kg dose as before.
Anything else you can think of? I know there's a lot of variables, but I'm wondering which ones are most suspect and if there's any remedy to perhaps solve the issue(s)... Or if it's just totally impossible for me to get high off amps anymore?
Sorry, I know this is long- but thanks in advance for anything you can offer!!!
I finally got off the opiates in late-March of this year (2014) and while in detox, I was taken off the Dexedrine. I also started back on Latuda (a newer anti-psychotic) because of amphetamine-induced psychosis.
A few weeks ago, in late-July, I was prescribed 30mg Vyvanse by my psychiatrist to combat the lazy/fuzzy feeling from the Latuda. The first week or so was great, I was euphoric and hyper focused again. However, after that first week, the effects became increasingly less noticeable- I took a double dose a few times (60mg) and the first few times of the increased dose, I felt high-ish again, but definitely not low the first few days. (Yes, I know I shouldn't be upping my Vyvanse dose by myself, so please no lectures!)
Yesterday, my psychiatrist upped my dose to 40mg, but of course I've been taking more-upwards of 100-120mg daily. This morning, about 3 hours ago, I dosed 100mg at once... I know that the Vyvanse has already kicked in, but I only feel awake- not euphoric or energized in the least. Anything below 100mg just leaves me with a tired, spacey feeling. It seems that I just can't get any sort of high back though, regardless of how much I take.... my eyes don't even dilate! (But I guess the Vyvanse is kind of working if I can write such a long post...)
So, I have a bunch of questions:
I know the Latuda can negate the amphetamine's effects, but I was able to get high while taking it several weeks ago, so I'm not sure that the Latuda is the cause of my issues.
-Can anti-psychotics randomly inhibit dopamine? Sometimes allowing me to get high and other times not?
I also know that long-term amp abuse can burn out the dopamine receptors, sometimes permanently. Maybe after a few months off of the Dexedrine, my receptors started repairing themselves only to quickly burn out again after restarting the amps?
-Would taking a few days off the Vyvanse or taking a dopamine precursor like L-Lysine help any?
Long-term opiate abuse causes post-a it withdrawal after cessation which so know effects dopamine production/regulation for up to a year or more.
-Is there any chance I will be able to get high off amps again after 1yr off of opiates?
I also believe that I have clinical depression, I've been treated with various SSRI's since ~1999 on and off, most recently prescribed Prozac beginning in March- it truly worked wonders. However, my psychiatrist stopped the Prozac 2 weeks prior to starting the Vyvanse because we tried Strattera first which she said works as an anti-depressant. She doesn't want add Prozac back in right now since we're still titrating the Vyvanse dose and she wants to eliminate any variables so we can figure out the right Vyvanse dose.
-Can a chemical imbalance caused by depression effect the amp's effects?
I know that Vyvanse depends on trypsin production to activate the D-amp. I have gastroparesis (delayed stomach emptying) so I may have lower levels than normal of digestive enzymes. I always take my Vyvanse with half a protein shake (26g protein) to encourage trypsin production, but haven't really noticed a difference from the times I don't have any protein intake with my meds.
-Would taking a few Pancreatin enzymes with the Vyvanse help? Or possibly dissolving the Vyvanse with a few Pancreatin caps and letting it sit for a while?
-Could simple tolerance be my problem, seeing as I was taking ~1mg+/kg of D-amp before and am now taking ~.15mg/kg, which is less than 1/6 of my previous dose?
-If so, does Vyvanse really have a "ceiling" dose (I've read multiple debates about this)... it's just not feasible for me to take the 600mg of Vyvanse that would give me to equivalent ~1mg/kg dose as before.
Anything else you can think of? I know there's a lot of variables, but I'm wondering which ones are most suspect and if there's any remedy to perhaps solve the issue(s)... Or if it's just totally impossible for me to get high off amps anymore?
Sorry, I know this is long- but thanks in advance for anything you can offer!!!
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