Laying here in the dark... the candles flickering like my heartbeat. I hear your voice in my head, as I close my eyes and listen to the music that I've turned up as loud as I can, trying to drown out my thoughts.
I try not to think of you, but as hard as I try I am still consumed by the very thought of you... Your touch, your kiss, your heavenly taste... all elements that make me feel as though I'm on the brink of insanity, because... you're not here.
Do you even know how crazy you make me feel? You make me feel as though I've lost control, of my own thoughts and emotions. You are my salvation, yet you are the source of my mental destruction. I was YOUR salvation, when you were about to lose your own sense of well being. I held you in my arms, and made you feel at ease. Did I put you in a state of vulnerability?
I tried to be strong, but your smile and touch lured me in like a little girl who needs shelter from the cruel world. You took me to a place inside that frightened and delighted me at the same time. You put me in a state of ultimate vulnerability. Tell me what happens now... tell me what happens now.
[ 06 November 2002: Message edited by: Laila ]
I try not to think of you, but as hard as I try I am still consumed by the very thought of you... Your touch, your kiss, your heavenly taste... all elements that make me feel as though I'm on the brink of insanity, because... you're not here.
Do you even know how crazy you make me feel? You make me feel as though I've lost control, of my own thoughts and emotions. You are my salvation, yet you are the source of my mental destruction. I was YOUR salvation, when you were about to lose your own sense of well being. I held you in my arms, and made you feel at ease. Did I put you in a state of vulnerability?
I tried to be strong, but your smile and touch lured me in like a little girl who needs shelter from the cruel world. You took me to a place inside that frightened and delighted me at the same time. You put me in a state of ultimate vulnerability. Tell me what happens now... tell me what happens now.
[ 06 November 2002: Message edited by: Laila ]
