Void

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

I dunno what i feel towards this piece... so i figured i'd throw it up here and see what comes of it.. 8)
Void…
I’m really trying
I’ve always been faithful to you
But lately you’ve been distant
And he fills that void
The void that was my relationship with you
I used to talk to you
And you would tell me things to make me cry
Tears of pure love and joy
Knowing that you loved me
Loved me for more then someone to sleep with
More then someone to be friends with
More then just anyone
I understand you are busy now
I understand you won’t always be here at my beck and call
It’s just that it seems like you have time for everyone else
Time to party, get drunk and be with the boys
That’s the time you used to fill my heart with your words
That’s the time I felt your love, and I felt complete
So I went a month alone
I cried and missed you
I worried and had nightmares about you
Hurting yourself, cheating on me, hurting me
I tried to forget about you
That will never happen
So lately, I’ve had to let it out
And he is filling your void
Telling me things to give me hope
Telling me things to satisfy my loneliness
Telling me things to make me come to him
To give him the love I give to you
So maybe he doesn’t love me like you do
Maybe it’s not all the right reasons
But he’s here now
And I don’t know where you are
And it doesn’t matter
If I close my eyes
At least someone filled the void

 

[KAZ]

That void is the worst to get over after a breakup. It's funny, because everyone has their way of filling it. With people, travel, drugs, volunteering, sleep, work, music, writing, sports...the list goes on.
But sometimes the void is still like a phantom pain that an amputee might get. Their leg is gone, but it may still feel like they need to scratch it.
Someone's love may be gone, but it still feels like you need to attend to it.
take care and good piece.

 

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

^^ thank u for ur kind words..
i just have to state for the record tho..
Rob and I are not broken up
we *heart* each other very much still! :D

 

[icy rox]

I used to talk to you
And you would tell me things to make me cry
Tears of pure love and joy
Knowing that you loved me
Loved me for more then someone to sleep with
More then someone to be friends with
More then just anyone
Thank you so much for sharing this one with us!! It's beautifully written, and so familiar to me right now. I'm glad to hear that your void is only temporary. From the way you describe your love, the two of you have something very special! I wish you the best of luck and great happiness with or without your void!!
~icy
[ 27 May 2002: Message edited by: icy rox ]