voices, thoughts, telepathy

[2fried]

Full fucked off speed and when in pychosis hear peoples voices i know and start talking to them usually thinking bad shit towards them or me having no control over my thoughts.

im curious to know, if in general when people hear voices is it very common to hear people they know?

Im still not sure wether it is legit telepathy or just all in my head?


Also does anybody have any tips to stop telepathy or stop thoughts going to other people?

Also does anyone have any tricks of there own to control thoughts?

I also try meditation when i think im sending thoughts to people to try stop it but not sure whther it makes a connection more stronger?

Its just fucked cause im that fried that my mind thinks nothing but negative thoughts towards people and thinks up sick shit.

 

[Dave]

It's all in your head. Thoughts don't leave your head, save by your mouth, and you can't hear other people's thoughts, except for when they speak them. That's how humans are wired. Anything else is the psychosis talking. When you start getting to a place where you're having these sensations, you need to stop doing the stims and get to sleep. Seriously. When that happens, your connection to reality will become increasingly tenuous, and you may start doing things that you don't realize you are doing, or may not understand the consequences of.

 

[herbavore]

Its just fucked cause im that fried that my mind thinks nothing but negative thoughts towards people and thinks up sick shit.

Your mind is fried right now but that does not have to be permanent. You need to get off the stims. What you are experiencing is psychosis brought on by the drugs. You can heal.

 

[Deleted member 175441]

I currently have symptoms like this on and off drugs, but I'm far too worried to seek help. How would I even explain that to somebody? Is it just being fried or some kind of altered brain chemistry. Its kind of a cycle of self loathing and the actual thinking people hear my thoughts and hearing other people say SICK SHIT. I'm only 18 and I cannot seem to forgive myself or grasp ahold of reality~ i guess things could be worse. I don't really know what to do to slow this down, since obviously the cycle of addiction is going to bring me to drugs for escape, bring me farther from reality, and eventually to the point of manditory suicide.

 

[Dave]

whynaught: What you're describing is almost textbook schizophrenia, which usually becomes apparent, especially in men, at around your age. Please, seek medical attention. There are tests that can be done to properly diagnose you. It is a biological issue, and can be treated.

 

[Vaya]

I'm far too worried to seek help. How would I even explain that to somebody?

As simply as you explained it to us, my friend.

In college, my roommate and friend contracted Lyme's disease. He ignored the doctor's advice to maintain a steady regimen of antibiotics, and the disease spread into some of the cortical neurons in his brain. Essentially, he slowly developed a personality that was wildly different from the one of the person with whom I had signed our lease - and shared many years.

He exhibited all of the symptoms that you describe, and they aline almost identically with the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual IV-TR of the American Psychiatric Association for the guidelines describing Schizoaffective Disorder.

Please don't be alarmed: I'm not a diagnostician, and my comment is only speculative in nature. But I agree with Dave suggested, in that, you absolutely ought to get evaluated by a mental health professional as soon as possible. Dave is absolutely correct - schizophrenia and related schizoaffective disorders most commonly manifest in males between ages 18 and 24, with the average age of onset in males being 18j, and 25 for women (SOURCE).

If you heed the advice in this thread please drop back and let us know what you find out!

~ Vaya

 

[laugh]

when tweaking i will always hear my mobile phone ring tone or my name being called...but its all in the head, time to crash

 

[Vaya]

^That's another confounding factor... amphetamine psychosis is a near-perfect scientific replication of what occurs in the brain of a schizophrenic. If amphetamine psychosis is to be considered, then that really ought to be ruled out first before we (myself included) make any allusions to schizoaffective disorder(s). Thanks for that bit, there, laugh.

~ Vaya

 

[2fried]

Ive got this theory right, and wish i had never thought of it, but i have a theory that everyone/anyone who is;
-shizophrenic
-tweaking or stoned
-when trying to sleep
-when there asleep
-upon waking up in the morning

That when someone is in psychosis and thinks to someone who is in one of the above states that telepathy then happens. What makes me not be able to just dismiss it as insanity is that how can it be said that it is all a delusion when there is so much in the world we have no clue about,eg- how the fuck did we get here, where did this universe even from, what happens when we die, the whole shadow people thing like the fact everyone sees the exact things even before knowing what one was and lastly the fact that we only use like 20% of our brain, whats to say that drugs havent unlocked more of your brain. So with all these unanswered questions its hard to know whether it is simply insanity or actually true. Personally i couldnt give a fuck if it was true but its the fact that when i think its happening instead of my thoughts being normal mind mind turns into a fucken deviate making up shit which either makes me look either sick or stupid.

 

[Vaya]

^The fact that we don't know what occurred prior to the Big Bang doesn't justify belief in telepathy originating from communication between someone in psychosis and someone in a variety of significantly altered states of consciousness.

We use our entire brains, not 20%. We use various functional regions for function-specific tasks, i.e. the right temporo-parietal junction for Theory of Mind or the ventralmedial prefrontal cortex for connecting with our inner world. (Read more on this myth)

I really don't intend to bash anything you're saying, 2fried. I want to point out to you, in the hopes that it might help you realize the state of mind you must be in right now, that what you are writing simply doesn't connect.

when i think its happening instead of my thoughts being normal mind mind turns into a fucken deviate making up shit which either makes me look either sick or stupid.

Well, what if you were sick? Wouldn't you wish to be treated? Treatment, if any condition exists, has the potential to neutralize the rise of your "deviant" mind.
It's some food for thought. Either way, I can tell from reading your words that you're not "stupid," so let's examine other perspectives. Because there can be many - for anything.

~ Vaya

 

[2fried]

Yeah all good, and i am in the process of getting help i know im fucked but my head fabricates things that over time have just gotten worse and worse which has made me wonder even more if whether its possible it exists. Its funny u should say that about the brain, the right side of my brain aches and feels fuzzy when in psycosis?

 

[Vaya]

Its funny u should say that about the brain, the right side of my brain aches and feels fuzzy when in psycosis?

That is most certainly an oddity that I consider myself unqualified to speculate on. I would suggest getting an fMRI performed.

~ Vaya

 

[jaurk]

If you can't articulate your thoughts, it might be a good idea to print this thread out and show someone.
You've explained the situation very well, show this to a doctor, it shouldn't even take that long to get yourself sorted out.

I've been in that state of mind before, I thought I wasn't sick though.
You really just need to go and talk to a doctor, they'll tell you if you're good or not, because you can't diagnose yourself, 99% of the time self-diagnosis is wrong false.

I made that static up also, just my experience assumption statistic.

 

[Alex000]

Well, psychosis is real, obviously, and can most certainly be triggered by amphetamines and other stimulants, however, I also believe in true clairvoyant/psychic abilities. Of course, these can overlap. From the way it sounds it seems you are suffering true psychotic episodes, in which, delusions and hallucinations occur. Is it possible that these psychoses overlap with psychic talents? I would say, yes. Amphetamines are neurotoxic, and can provoke a myriad of symptoms quite like those of non-drug-related psychiatric disorders. I would suggest you stop them altogether, as you do sound to be troubled. Look into supplements and such that promote health of the brain and nervous systems, they could help. Look into grounding, yet spiritual activities like yoga or meditation or therapeutic hypnosis if you wish to see whether or not you might have hightened psychic abilities that are positive and healthy. I hope you the best, and I rather think your troublesome symptoms will go away should you lay off the stims for good. I wouldn't immediately resort to anti-psychotics if they don't go away, or any other psych drug for that matter. Let your body heal a little.

 

[Deleted member 175441]

I really took your advice to heart alex000 even though it's probably directed at OP. I definitely am going to look into spiritually grounding activities in the near future. To be specific it seems like the most dominant themes of delusion I've been experiencing are my mind being read, delusion of reference, and somatic delusions. I don't know if this is due to just delusional thought or possibly somewhere in the schizophrenic/schizoaffective spectrum of disorders, and I don't know if I want to or will find out. Honestly at this point I need to rule out any residual stimulant psychosis because I went through periods of using stimulants/cathinones on a more than once a month basis. Definitely going to work on stress and anxiety management and see where this goes. I've been fucking depressed and lonely lately which most likely has a lot to do with it. I've been working at a gas station blowing off getting my GED. It sucks though that I dropped out out of school, since I used to be fucking smart and now I'm just lost.

 

[herbavore]

^hey, whynaught, you are still smart even if you are feeling lost. Getting your GED would probably do wonders for your self esteem----what do you need to do to set that up? I know there are some classes offered to prepare which might be a good way to meet some people and spend a little time with them in a group setting, too.

Op, how are you doing?