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Mental Health voices in my head

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illn3ss

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Sometimes there are women, and men talking in my head. The first time ever it was when I took ecstasy, LSD and mushrooms. I heard coins and people gambling on my thoughts. A few years later they resurfaced and they were under the mask of police officers and its goes a lot deeper but anyways one time I even started to talk to military officers and I was constantly talking to different people. One time I heard for 2, or 3 hours people saying "cuff him". what should I do? I just took molly hopefully this will help.
 
It was caused by a combination of drugs, one of them which was MDMA. Taking more MDMA will certainly not help, I can't see where that logic came from really. You need to see a psychiatrist.
 
Toz said:
It was caused by a combination of drugs, one of them which was MDMA. Taking more MDMA will certainly not help, I can't see where that logic came from really. You need to see a psychiatrist.
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they are just gonna give me Depakote and some antipsychotic, I need a real drug.
 
Yeah, taking MDMA and other psychedelics/entheogens is not going to help.

they are just gonna give me Depakote and some antipsychotic, I need a real drug.
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No, you need whatever makes you behave normally.
 
I've definitely heard voices when I was balls to the wall fucked up (like a few days ago) but if you aren't on large amounts of powerful chemicals when you hear them, you need to see a doc. No recreational drug will fix the voices. Be careful, this does not sound good.
 
Sounds like a classic case of drug induced mental illness, not saying the drugs were the sole cause as you probably had a dormant mental illness since birth but what i do know is that it is not normal for you to hear voices sober. I will say though after a long night of multiple redose mdma i will hear music when waters running or whispers but this is solved with a short nap. I suggest you seek medical advice. Don't take this the wrong way but it sounds kimda "troll-ish" that you say you took mdma to take away the voices when u said it was the cause of your problems, i mean what makes u think mdma will take away all your problems... i couldn't think of a worst idea. Hope you get to the bottom of this before it interferes with day to day life
 
Maybe you have predispotion to schizophrenia? If you do lots of stims lay off them for a while i was hearing voices too deep in psychosis but if you here them while your sober im sorry to say but anti-psychotics are the solution. I dont need know of any other category that could help deal with that....of course shit like seroquel comes with effects though.
 
illn3ss said:
they are just gonna give me Depakote and some antipsychotic, I need a real drug.
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You do not know what you need, and this is evident as you have come to a random message board asking for advice. Go a qualified medical professional, and ask them.

You mention Depakote and antipsych meds...have you been previously diagnosed with anything? Have you heard these voices when sober?
 
If you're hearing voices when not on drugs, that may be a problem, however hearing voices on drugs is pretty common, especially in higher doses.
It's more common with amphetamines and stimulants, but I have noticed it on psychedelics, and it's very common for me to hear voices on music on high doses of ketamine
 
During my life changing mescaline experience I spoke to the entire world. At first I was talking to a tree that turned into a princess made of fire. Then nature started talking to me from every direction at once. Clear as day. Full conversation. MIND BLOWING.

So yea, psychedelics definitley made me hear voices. Ambien made me hear voices too.
 
You need a good antipsychotic. My personal recommendation is Lurasidone, as it is nearly side effect free in my experience. You most likely won't even notice you are on it, aside from not being able to trip and not hearing voices. Currently only approved for schizophrenia, but see if you can get it scripted off-label (I was for stimulant psychosis)
 
Mixing drugs like that ive found can have different effects on different people.

The first time i mixed MDMA and K I heard voices, until I focused on what was actually making the sounds I was hearing (helicopter overhead, car going down the road, etc).

If you are hearing these voices when you are not on drugs i would very much advise seeing a therapist
 
MrMeatballs said:
The first time i mixed MDMA and K I heard voices, until I focused on what was actually making the sounds I was hearing (helicopter overhead, car going down the road, etc).
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I find k is very good at doing this.
I live in a busy downtown city and often hear voices or music through all the background noise
 
bennyZA said:
During my life changing mescaline experience I spoke to the entire world. At first I was talking to a tree that turned into a princess made of fire. Then nature started talking to me from every direction at once. Clear as day. Full conversation. MIND BLOWING.

So yea, psychedelics definitley made me hear voices. Ambien made me hear voices too.
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Holy hell, I need to know more about your experiences. Have you ever tripped out on Adderall or other amps? Because I've seen people in windows come out of the darkness and they aren't really there, and sometimes its an enemy of mine... flashing his penis at me etc. One time I was going to sleep after Adderall, and I saw a worm like figure come out of the darkness and turn into a human, the same person I saw in the window. Maybe mescaline will make me realize what I saw wasn't real?
 
illn3ss said:
Holy hell, I need to know more about your experiences. Have you ever tripped out on Adderall or other amps? Because I've seen people in windows come out of the darkness and they aren't really there, and sometimes its an enemy of mine... flashing his penis at me etc. One time I was going to sleep after Adderall, and I saw a worm like figure come out of the darkness and turn into a human, the same person I saw in the window. Maybe mescaline will make me realize what I saw wasn't real?
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Sleep deprivation will give you the same hallucinations as you get on amphets.

Taking hallucinogens will not help you in any way. They will exacerbate this problem. Ignoring the advice of your psych is not a very smart thing to do and you have not mentioned whether the voices are permanent or only when you consume drugs.

they are just gonna give me Depakote and some antipsychotic, I need a real drug.
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What you want and need are completely different things. If you follow your wants you're heading towards a long stay in a psych ward.
 
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I find k is very good at doing this.
I live in a busy downtown city and often hear voices or music through all the background noise
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Yes this is exactly my situation! I live in a University dorm right in the middle of a city and it's non stop with the sirens and vehicles. I don't really think it's too bad of a thing.. As long as one can realize that it's just a side effect of the k I think the the auditory hallucinations are a very neat aspect of the high of ketamine.
 
If these voices only manifest while you are on drugs i wouldn't worry about it..

These voices used to happen to me on occasion of MDMA + sleep deprivation.. i found them amusing.
 
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