Vivitrol...Bluelight

[pantiespending]

Whats up ladies, for years i've sat on the sidelines just using bluelight for advice on how to get fucked up but be smart about it...Now after using opana and roxis everyday for about 3 yrs i was forced on the naltrexone(FUCK) and cant do anything about it I have 10 opana 40s(ya i know i wna kill myself right) but i dont wna waste such a precious drug on my body which is strung all up with naltrexone which has the highest affinity for opiate binding in the MU receptor....ne way after doing every drug out there and now sober I'd like to throw my bid in and thank bluelight for that opportunity...DUECES

 

[theotherside]

Opiate life is a hard one I know first hand. I am in w/d day one as my script isn't due to be filled for about a week...my stupid self took them all too quick again. Welcome to Bluelight

 

[Captain.Heroin]

There is just not much that you can do; ride out the naltrexone.

Welcome to Bluelight, I hope you feel better soon.

 

[PysceldeliChaperoN]

ABout to get the Shot

So ive been an opiate/everything addict for the past 6 going on 7 years. longest time ive been clean was a year but i was still poppin benzos and doing lots of acid and X. anyway recently moved back to SoCal and have had problems with it again, started up within a week and was shootin 60+ a day in just 4 days from getting here. I went to detox so im technically clean from opiates, i was only on sub there for 3 days, so im jus getting cold chills ect. but ill be fine, i got some benzos and herb to help with the anxiety n sleep. but it looks like next week like tuesday or wedneday I am going to get the shot, Vivitrol, sustained release Naltrexone. Leaving me NO option on getting high, So i just hoping benzos still work for me, and i dont get addicted to them but its my only hope. been thru all the rehab and all that i just want this over with and at least this way i know it will be chemically immpossible to ruin my life.
any thoughts?