Firecrotch
Bluelighter
I wonder what you thought, watching me break
I know how I felt, finding out you were fake
The chills that could ripple on forever
When will you hear me again, you say never
Somehow, deep down, you feel I deserve this
How could you lie, eyes open to mine as we kiss
The little way I saw your skin I can't erase
It fills my eyes as I look downward in disgrace
The look you gave when you knew what I said was true
Long before you ever told me, it was already through
A reality washed away by the conquering rains
No matter how far I fall, that vision still remains
"You'll always have a little piece of my heart"
The day you said goodbye, it was the saddest part
You choked back your tears, pretended not to care
Maybe you forgot that that heart was even there
You fill the void, but you'll never change the two people you are
I still have the letter, I guess me and him are your shining star
Thats shit, and you keep saying those same words to him
I know exactly what you're saying, I can still remember them
Pretend it's no big deal, and the past is nothing compared with now
I can't read those words anymore, my tears will not allow
But through the blur, I can't forget that memory
One day, perhaps the Liz I knew will see
That person I am who changed her life and the way she thought
The smiles and moments of eternity, then again maybe not
those thoughts that help you get by are just your own lie
Reconsider, dont wait until it is time for us to die
I wouldn;t trade a moment, not even the tears I shed
The comfort, the talking, the nights we laid in bed
The times I was there when you needed me the most
The tears of joy for no reason, that week at the coast
Just the way we fit together, physically and in reality
Just the visions that continue to feed my insanity
The time you told me you would never move on
You wouldnt hear it, all you wanted was to be gone
No one else knows the whispers you gave
No one knows the me that needs to be saved
Perhaps if you didn't make it so real, I could just let go
Maybe if I hadn't relied on my heart, the mind would know
If you were in front of me right now, I know what I'd say
I only wish we could still be friends in some way
I dont need you back, nor can that ever be
Now that I truly know you, and now you know me
a lifetime of visions, erased, forgotten since August
Just like my life, the us I knew has become ashes and dust
One day you will remember, when you look back at your pivotal days
And remember the beautiful times we had, and then your selfish ways
If you could only hear my voice through the valley of a time ago
Ill never forget my first love, but you tought me how to let go
I can;t be the same, and I wont forget that tears I had to cry
The day you told me, Our life together is just my dark lie.
I know how I felt, finding out you were fake
The chills that could ripple on forever
When will you hear me again, you say never
Somehow, deep down, you feel I deserve this
How could you lie, eyes open to mine as we kiss
The little way I saw your skin I can't erase
It fills my eyes as I look downward in disgrace
The look you gave when you knew what I said was true
Long before you ever told me, it was already through
A reality washed away by the conquering rains
No matter how far I fall, that vision still remains
"You'll always have a little piece of my heart"
The day you said goodbye, it was the saddest part
You choked back your tears, pretended not to care
Maybe you forgot that that heart was even there
You fill the void, but you'll never change the two people you are
I still have the letter, I guess me and him are your shining star
Thats shit, and you keep saying those same words to him
I know exactly what you're saying, I can still remember them
Pretend it's no big deal, and the past is nothing compared with now
I can't read those words anymore, my tears will not allow
But through the blur, I can't forget that memory
One day, perhaps the Liz I knew will see
That person I am who changed her life and the way she thought
The smiles and moments of eternity, then again maybe not
those thoughts that help you get by are just your own lie
Reconsider, dont wait until it is time for us to die
I wouldn;t trade a moment, not even the tears I shed
The comfort, the talking, the nights we laid in bed
The times I was there when you needed me the most
The tears of joy for no reason, that week at the coast
Just the way we fit together, physically and in reality
Just the visions that continue to feed my insanity
The time you told me you would never move on
You wouldnt hear it, all you wanted was to be gone
No one else knows the whispers you gave
No one knows the me that needs to be saved
Perhaps if you didn't make it so real, I could just let go
Maybe if I hadn't relied on my heart, the mind would know
If you were in front of me right now, I know what I'd say
I only wish we could still be friends in some way
I dont need you back, nor can that ever be
Now that I truly know you, and now you know me
a lifetime of visions, erased, forgotten since August
Just like my life, the us I knew has become ashes and dust
One day you will remember, when you look back at your pivotal days
And remember the beautiful times we had, and then your selfish ways
If you could only hear my voice through the valley of a time ago
Ill never forget my first love, but you tought me how to let go
I can;t be the same, and I wont forget that tears I had to cry
The day you told me, Our life together is just my dark lie.
