very very concerned about my health :/

[DOB]

Why is it permanent?

It's only been a month... Brain damage or whatever would also be based on how large a dose he was giving himself etc (We know frequency I suppose)

After a month all serotonin is totally regenerated?

definately not all but enough to make you feel semi normal.Two pills every week for 4 months,image all meth,piperazine,amfetamine and other crap that was in,maybe it isnt perma but it easly can be

 

[fernsal1]

I can't help but always think about adrenals when people say how they feel emotionless, out of it, are super sensitive to stress/ super anxious.
Honestly, I highly doubt that you have much of any brain damage. I think it has to do with adrenals. If I were you, I'd start eating WELL. Don't eat simple carbs, this further stresses adrenals, eat complex carbs. I know it maybe hard, especially because someone whose adrenals are under stress.. will crave the things that will make the cycle worse: more simple carbs.

And.. it's worth a try to see how hydrocortisone (synthetic cortisol) 1% (the cream) makes you feel. Low cortisol will make you feel like all those things you described, because your adrenals are making sufficient amounts of it, like they should be.
yes, eat it. I know it sounds weird, but it actually contains a decent amount of cortisol in it. If you can, try to find hydrocortisone 2.5%. Only take a tiny amount of it, because in one.. I think gram, of it there is 25mg of cortisol, and in the 1% one, there is 10mg of cortisol. Don't take more than 40mg in one day. But seriously, I have heard people have great relief from using hydrocortisone.
You can get the prescribed tablets of hydrocrotisone but they are a bitch to try and get because most doctors don't understand adrenal insufficiency and are taught to treat with cortisol as a last resort.
Also, b complex is good for your adrenals as well as vitamin C.

i believe this to be the problem, i might try this next time on the e hang over

 

[D.a.r.e.]

You'll be fine I was just on the board asking & going through the same thing as you (which still am). I've abused almost every weekend 1-3 pills for almost 2 years I was supposed to take a break at the 2 year mark but the anxiety & DP came first. The 1st month was hell I felt like I was watching my self sleep for most of that month plus the anxiety, trembles, panick attacks, & paranoia. It's been a little over 2 months now and for the last week i feel better & my appetite is back and i sleep better. I hope it's the beginning of returning to normal but it did come back before but this is the longest I've felt ok in a while.

I'm not sure if it was time or not but I started to feel a lot better after taking 50mg of 5htp for seven days and got on b complex for about 3 days I stopped taking 5htp but I'm still taking b-complex, reviva liquid vitamin, and omega red omega 3.

I know exactly how you feel and it sucks! But I honestly feel you and I will get better although I still feel the trembles coming on but just not as strong anymore because I used to get them as soon as I get open my eyes and it'll last all day non stop, I couldn't even talk to my co-workers or anything. There's lots more to my symptoms but I'm using my phone to type all this.

If you need anything or have any questions let me know I frequent this board many, many times through out the day now. Best wishes to OUR recovery.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

so how have you been thizzin since 98?

 

[MasterSplinter]

so how have you been thizzin since 98?

yeh thats what Im wonderin thats 12 years at this point

so i've only been rolling for 4 months, and have taken 30-40 pills over that period of time.
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and another thing, i dont get how i've only taken maybe 40 pills over 4 months, and i have friends who have taken 100+, 200+ pills over 2 or 3 years, and they still feel fine. it boggles my mind honestly.

boggles my mind too bro

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

yeah...
did people even SAY thizzin in 98?
fuck that retard thizz shit, theyre called rolls or e or beans or somethin, not some gangsta "thizz" shit
thars mah little rant bout that, got that outta the way

 

[Ismene]

so how have you been thizzin since 98?

Perhaps he means the ninth of august?

did people even SAY thizzin in 98?

I don't think so, no.

 

[junkie skumbag]

Hmmm maybe you burnt out your serontin rescptors.Try taking 5-http a pre courser to seratonin that should help a bit.Sadily i have been pipe many times and the "hangover" from pipes last 3 days tops.....

 

[5hourenergy]

I don't have time to see if anyone else mentioned these exact things but along with the 5-HTP I would reccomend a strong dose of taurine (mainly for cognitive function) and a quality multi-vitamin that has a good B-complex. Along with the exercise, you may also consider taking extra vitamin B12 (as methylcobalamin, for energy and cognitive function) and ginseng (for coping with physical stress). There are ALOT of supplements that may help but these jump to mind immediately.

Also note that sufficient amounts of vitamins B6, C, folate and magnesium are nessessary for the body to produce its own tryptophan...

 

[cryptix420]

and another thing, i dont get how i've only taken maybe 40 pills over 4 months, and i have friends who have taken 100+, 200+ pills over 2 or 3 years, and they still feel fine. it boggles my mind honestly.

Damn dude, that comes out to something like 3 rolls a week. That's a lot; enough to fry even the healthiest of neurons.

As for the blue rolex you ate, my roommate ate the same pill a couple weeks back and was feelin' like shit and throwing up for a couple days. Probably piperazines. I picked up a bunch of orange supermans (TFMPP/BZP) a few months back and popped like 6 in one day, on top of a couple pink chanel pokeballs. I couldn't eat/sleep/get hard/smile for about 3 days.

I'm not a supporter of 5-htp, I'd recommend going with tryptophan.

Also try some piracetam. It is the miracle vitamin.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

^why did you nom 6 pipe pills in 1 day?

 

[cryptix420]

Being in a bit of a dark place [you know, girl troubles, the usual], along with that shitty tease feeling where it's like 'oh one more then i'll be rolling good' then the tease just continues. I thought I liked piperazines before this occurrence, but only do to this.

Needless to say that binge changed my mind, starting with the amoeba looking bacterial splotches I started coughing up a couple hours into it.