kingcarter
Greenlighter
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- Oct 31, 2012
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Hello everybody, I posted this last night in the anon section but I don't think I actually pressed submit, so...
I had smoked weed VERY casually( 3) times before. 3 weeks ago I got my hands on some strong med mj. hadn't smoked in months. I smoked a LOT for me, and i am lightweight as hell.I got WAY too high too fast, and had some intense scary panic attacks. After I slept it off, I started smoking just enough to get me relaxed and whatnot. This went on for about two weeks. I got ahead of myself, and smoked even more than the first time, and freaked out like crazy. Slept it off and decided to quit for a while. Maybe it's just not for me. Four days after that, I was feeling normal and decided to do some weightlifting in the morning. During some squats i started to feel lightheaded and ran inside. My brain started FREAKING OUT. It was like when I got too high and panic attack, but far, far worse, because this sh*t lasted TWO DAYS. I was afraid my consciousnesses was going to leave me and that scared me more than death. It was extremely difficult to distinguish between reality and some f*cked up dream. Now, five days after, I have a fair grasp on reality, but my nights are interrupted with scary hallucinations in my head. I will wake up being intensely afraid and paranoid of something, and then go to sleep and be ok. What the hell is happening, and will I be ok? Will I be able to sleep again, and gain a full grasp of reality again? Will exercise trigger another episode?
I had smoked weed VERY casually( 3) times before. 3 weeks ago I got my hands on some strong med mj. hadn't smoked in months. I smoked a LOT for me, and i am lightweight as hell.I got WAY too high too fast, and had some intense scary panic attacks. After I slept it off, I started smoking just enough to get me relaxed and whatnot. This went on for about two weeks. I got ahead of myself, and smoked even more than the first time, and freaked out like crazy. Slept it off and decided to quit for a while. Maybe it's just not for me. Four days after that, I was feeling normal and decided to do some weightlifting in the morning. During some squats i started to feel lightheaded and ran inside. My brain started FREAKING OUT. It was like when I got too high and panic attack, but far, far worse, because this sh*t lasted TWO DAYS. I was afraid my consciousnesses was going to leave me and that scared me more than death. It was extremely difficult to distinguish between reality and some f*cked up dream. Now, five days after, I have a fair grasp on reality, but my nights are interrupted with scary hallucinations in my head. I will wake up being intensely afraid and paranoid of something, and then go to sleep and be ok. What the hell is happening, and will I be ok? Will I be able to sleep again, and gain a full grasp of reality again? Will exercise trigger another episode?
