Hi all,
First post, I know this has kind of been covered before but I wanted to see if anyone had anything new to add to the subject.
I am fairly experienced with E, used to do it when I was younger but havent done it for ages.
Last Thursday my boyfriend and I, over a day, took 5 pills each (fairly reliable source). We meant to do just one, but after the first pill our judgement seemed to kind of go out the window. I have never done this much E before.
Anyways the next day I felt kinda shitty but somewhat okay, a little weak and what not but mostly fine. The second day was awful, it felt like someone had zapped all th energy out of my body and all I could do is lay there in the most uncomfortable I have ever been in life. It hurt to breathe and the nausea was uncontrollable. I ended up taking some gravol and 1mg of ativan just to get through the day. It was unbearable to be awake.
It is now tuesday and some of the symptoms have dissipated but I have the worst dizzyness and vertigo. Mostly when I move my eyes or head quickly. I am somewhat okay if I just lay there and do nothing but I am still faily uncomfortable. The boyfriend has similar symptoms but he also has almost 50 lbs on me so I am guessing that is a factor is why I feel so bad. I have been taking 5HTP but I am not sure that it is doing anything. I have heard of this happening to others, but this is the first time that I am experiencing it first time. Lets just say, this has certainly ruined MDMA for me and I dont think I will ever be doing it again. Does anyone have experience with this? How long did it last? Does anyone know the mechanism to WHY this is happening -- obviously something to do with depleted serotonin, but I would be interested in knowing what exactly is happening to make my brain feel like it is being zapped whenever I move.
Is there anything more I can do? I have literlly been horizontal for atleast 12 hours a day for the last few days, forced myself to drink lots of water, go for walks, eat properly.... I just need this brain buzz to stop an to not be dizzy anymore. It feels like I am never going to be right again.
I have certainly learned my lesson.
First post, I know this has kind of been covered before but I wanted to see if anyone had anything new to add to the subject.
I am fairly experienced with E, used to do it when I was younger but havent done it for ages.
Last Thursday my boyfriend and I, over a day, took 5 pills each (fairly reliable source). We meant to do just one, but after the first pill our judgement seemed to kind of go out the window. I have never done this much E before.
Anyways the next day I felt kinda shitty but somewhat okay, a little weak and what not but mostly fine. The second day was awful, it felt like someone had zapped all th energy out of my body and all I could do is lay there in the most uncomfortable I have ever been in life. It hurt to breathe and the nausea was uncontrollable. I ended up taking some gravol and 1mg of ativan just to get through the day. It was unbearable to be awake.
It is now tuesday and some of the symptoms have dissipated but I have the worst dizzyness and vertigo. Mostly when I move my eyes or head quickly. I am somewhat okay if I just lay there and do nothing but I am still faily uncomfortable. The boyfriend has similar symptoms but he also has almost 50 lbs on me so I am guessing that is a factor is why I feel so bad. I have been taking 5HTP but I am not sure that it is doing anything. I have heard of this happening to others, but this is the first time that I am experiencing it first time. Lets just say, this has certainly ruined MDMA for me and I dont think I will ever be doing it again. Does anyone have experience with this? How long did it last? Does anyone know the mechanism to WHY this is happening -- obviously something to do with depleted serotonin, but I would be interested in knowing what exactly is happening to make my brain feel like it is being zapped whenever I move.
Is there anything more I can do? I have literlly been horizontal for atleast 12 hours a day for the last few days, forced myself to drink lots of water, go for walks, eat properly.... I just need this brain buzz to stop an to not be dizzy anymore. It feels like I am never going to be right again.
I have certainly learned my lesson.
