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Vent/Rant Thread vs I'll tell you how I really feel (Triggering Content)

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caseface99 said:
Yeaaaahhhh so it's 4:45am now and I haven't slept, If I fall asleep at this point I'm going to oversleep and miss both my classes for sure so it's an all nighter before school today, awesome! 8)
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this was me like every day during high school


fuck all nighters you'll regret it.



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we just got our new washing machine delivered and it's fucking DOA
just our luck as always, nothing ever fucking works
 
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plmar said:
this was me like every day during high school


fuck all nighters you'll regret it.



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we just got our new washing machine delivered and it's fucking DOA
just our luck as always, nothing ever fucking works
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True statement. Still awake, went to my classes on no sleep, been home for a couple hours now still awake and I regret the fuck out of it. I'm resisting the urge to pass out right now though, I already made it this far - I may as well wait until tonight and just go to bed at a reasonable time instead of falling asleep now and waking up at 10pm.


Sorry about the washing machine, bad luck. Trust me though, as much as it may seem like it at times the universe is not out to get you.
 
Hi Evey,I did try to reply to your pm but your inbox is full.
Am feeling better now though mate so no worries. :-)
 
I haven't had a cigarette in like 3 days but I didn't sleep at all last night and I'm trippin out right now. I need a pack.
 
caseface99 said:
I haven't had a cigarette in like 3 days but I didn't sleep at all last night and I'm trippin out right now. I need a pack.
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Nope you dont need it! Havent had a cigarette in more than a month and I feel great. Just grab food its better =D
 
ask and you shall receive... I was too lazy to get a pack because the store is all the way at the corner. (half a block, quite a journey)

But just now I picked up a pack that has been sitting on the table under some crap for a few days, that I assumed was empty for the last few days. Turns out it had one cig left in it. I'ma smoke half, save the other half for another bad craving/stressfull moment and hopefully continue succumbing to laziness rather than the temptation to buy a pack.

fighting bad habits with bad habits for the win.
 
^Tsk tsk :\ I think this is going to be that moment of that "I told you so" :\
 
^^ Bah. My mom called literally right when I lit the cigarette. Was talking to her on the phone and before I knew it the cigarette was done, I got totally distracted for it and therefore didn't get to "enjoy" the one cigarette I had. Laaaaaammme now I want that pack. But I don't at the same time. =\

I'm just going to try and pretend that I did get to sit and enjoy the cigarette. I don't wanna get a pack. I'm pretty sure the only reason i was able to run almost 3.5 miles yesterday was cause I haven't smoked much in a few days.
 
Good lord I have misplaced my phone and its outta juice and I have been looking for it for days. I get irritated at the amount of stuff I need to have on me at all times.. keys, phone, tester, insulin, wallet, glasses, change, source of sugar.. its just to much to stuff into pockets and I'm constantly looking for something.. and then I loose something while im tracking something else down.. it never ending.
 
^ I forgot my phone at work and I had to go back to the office to grab it again. So annoying ain't it!
 
neversickanymore said:
Good lord I have misplaced my phone and its outta juice and I have been looking for it for days. I get irritated at the amount of stuff I need to have on me at all times.. keys, phone, tester, insulin, wallet, glasses, change, source of sugar.. its just to much to stuff into pockets and I'm constantly looking for something.. and then I loose something while im tracking something else down.. it never ending.
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I'm buying you a purse! =D
 
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Then I would just loose the damn purse and all the shit at once.. :sus:
 
^^^ But you could totally rock it! Can always opt for a fanny pack, too ;)
 
caseface99 said:
ask and you shall receive... I was too lazy to get a pack because the store is all the way at the corner. (half a block, quite a journey)

But just now I picked up a pack that has been sitting on the table under some crap for a few days, that I assumed was empty for the last few days. Turns out it had one cig left in it. I'ma smoke half, save the other half for another bad craving/stressfull moment and hopefully continue succumbing to laziness rather than the temptation to buy a pack.

fighting bad habits with bad habits for the win.
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I've been trying to quit too but it's rough, one bad habit at a time though! I'm putting them out halfway today and throwing them in the bin so I won't be tempted to retrieve them later. Tonight I know I will be mad but I need to teach myself a lesson.
 
T. Calderone said:
I've been trying to quit too but it's rough, one bad habit at a time though! I'm putting them out halfway today and throwing them in the bin so I won't be tempted to retrieve them later. Tonight I know I will be mad but I need to teach myself a lesson.
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I haven't bought another pack yet. So only the one cigarette today and some puffs here and there off of an ecig, though I am out of cartomizers and fluid and the one I'm using is about to run out. So tomorrow it's looking like no nicotine unless I cave on a pack of cigs. I really want to try and kick this shit. If I can stop using hardcore drugs, I can stop nicotine, right?

I'm chewing gum, not helping much. freakin out about it. I really want a fuckin smoke >.< not giving in though.
 
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