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Vent/Rant Thread vs I'll tell you how I really feel (Triggering Content)

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I hope you get your operation(s) sorted out Allein! That's gotta be rough, having a messed up leg not knowing if/when its getting fixed...



My rant today? Simply that I am insane.
 
Ugh!!! Why can't some people just chill the f out! The moment I got in the office today got email messages "Hey Maya can you please check this and that" not even a good morning Maya how was your long weekend and have you already eaten breakfast. Then I check and find out she forgot to email me but still wants to rush it well lady it's going to take timeeee it's an orderrr. Then the moment I just stepped in the office our accountant goes to me and says "hi can you sign this up please" I haven't even had a chance to sit down and place my bag on my drawer chill people chill geez we have an 8 hour day to be together.
 
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I also get annoyed by snoring! I cannot take it! It actually pisses me off lol.


And Maya, it seemed that way today for me too.. everything was rushed.. everyone wants everything NOW. Every single patient thinks that they are the only patient in the universe and they are more important than the next. I HATE HATE HATE when someone asks me for something non emergent and I say I will work on it (I do everything pretty much right away) but then they say "How long will that take?"


SORRY WE HAVE SOMEONE DYING IN THE NEXT ROOM ... YOU MIGHT HAVE TO WAIT A SECOND FOR YOUR LIPITOR SAMPLES
 
^Oh I feel ya, we have clients that wants to rush everything that aren't due til two months lol ridiculous right? It's like everyone will die if that one item wasn't shipped out 8)
 
It rained for 5 days strait here, finally stopped like yesterday or the day before. We needed it though, California has been in a pretty serious drought.
 
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It rained for 5 days strait here, finally stopped like yesterday or the day before. We needed it though, California has been in a pretty serious drought.
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I know I have said this so many times but I'd rather have your weather in California ya know
 
^^ Yeeeaaah I know. Honestly it's half the reason I moved here. I absolutely hated the weather in New Jersey - ALWAYS either ridiculously hot and humid or else in the winter i'd be freezing my balls off.

In the bay area it's mostly comfortable in tshirts or sweatshirts all year around. When I'm complaining about the cold here that means it's 40 degrees lol.
 
Cracking the sh*** hard recently over the amount of jobs I'm applying for and not getting a single response.
 
Alright. I've had a total of three hours of sleep over the last 72 hours. This is despite working full time at a high stress, demanding job (social worker) and daily rigorous exercise. I went to a later hot yoga class than usual today, just trying to wear myself out to the point of passing out tonight. It's not looking good at the moment.

I've been off my medical cannabis for almost a year now. Insomnia crept in just as I stopped. Going back to smoking is not an option for me. The only drug I have in the house aside from my suboxone is Gabapentin. I've been on them so long that they don't sedate me at this point. Ambien makes me crazy. (As in, severe amnesia, hallucinations, somnambulism, the whole gamut. Terrifying.)


There is only so much reading, writing, meditating, yoga-ing, netflix-ing, internet-ing, talking on the phone, and private time-ing I can have.

WHAT DO I DO?
 
Hi Zwanya:)

I'm sorry you're having problems sleeping, it can really grind you down.

You're doing so many good things to try and deal with it already, you make me feel very lazy;)

Have you tried Valerian root it might help a little or even a sedating antihistamine like diphenhydramine they might help in the short term.

I hope you sleep better tonight
 
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