Hi,
A long post, feel free to skip to the end, where I pose a few questions
What I'm taking at this moment:
Prescriped for severe OCD, depression and schizoid personality disorder (no way I'm changing these, they save(d) my life):
Efexor-Exel: venlafaxine, SNRI, 2x150mg
Seroquel: quetiapine, antipsychotic, 2x200mg
Solian: amisulpride, antipsychotic, 1x200mg
Welbutrin: bupropion, NDRI, 1x150mg
Emconcor: bisoprolol, bètablocker, 1x10mg
I take the whole bunch after evening dinner, which knocks me out about an hour later, perfect for falling asleep. Has been like this for several years now.
Nootropics I recently started using (for about a week now):
Piracetam: 1,5g in the morning & 1,5g in the evening
Alpha-gpc: 600mg in the morning
TMG: 1g in the morning
Phenibut: 3g once a week
Still messing with quantities and time of administration, but having fun with them for now.
Illegal drugs, daily (for over a year now):
"Speed": amphetamine sulphate, insufflated, a few grams a day (I have no idea of its purity, but knowledgeable occasional users consider it "good stuff" and have no problem skipping a night on it)
One of the reasons of this post is that I have built up a considerable tolerance for this stuff. So much in fact, that sniffing a huge line of speed makes me sleepy. I guess it's the release of dopamine that's left, making me content and relaxed. But I have no idea, really.
I've been trying various RC's to replace speed (ethylphenidate, pentedrone, 4-FA, 3-FPM) as well as dissociatives and psychedelics in an attempt to "reset" my tolerance level (and for fun, to be honest), but I discovered that most of these get cancelled out by my prescription meds (all 2C-x, methylone, ... waste of money). I've read that even LSD isn't supposed to work for me...
Anyway, tried some "ketamine" (10 or 20mg), an old favorite of mine (countless k-holes visited in the past, I love them), but an EZtest Mandelin confirmed it wasn't ketamine or even methoxetamine, so I politely declined purchase of a "k-hole quantity". Anyway, point was to revisit old magic, but also "resetting" stim tolerance, as I've read this is possible with dissociatives.
Sorry for the rant, I'll get to the point:
1) What's an alternative (preferably less toxic) to speed or how do I reset my heavy tolerance?
2) Which are alternatives to ketamine if my goal is the k-hole?
3) I've read that MAOI's are an absolute no-no while on Effexor due to possible Serotonin Syndrome. Which other drugs should I avoid, taking into account my current "cocktail"?
PS: I've been a heavy coke-user in the past, to the point my parents sent me to rehab without me protesting... While I don't do coke anymore (it's been years), I feel I absolutely need a stimulant to be able to function.
Thanks for reading, looking forward to reading your thoughts.
A long post, feel free to skip to the end, where I pose a few questions
What I'm taking at this moment:
Prescriped for severe OCD, depression and schizoid personality disorder (no way I'm changing these, they save(d) my life):
Efexor-Exel: venlafaxine, SNRI, 2x150mg
Seroquel: quetiapine, antipsychotic, 2x200mg
Solian: amisulpride, antipsychotic, 1x200mg
Welbutrin: bupropion, NDRI, 1x150mg
Emconcor: bisoprolol, bètablocker, 1x10mg
I take the whole bunch after evening dinner, which knocks me out about an hour later, perfect for falling asleep. Has been like this for several years now.
Nootropics I recently started using (for about a week now):
Piracetam: 1,5g in the morning & 1,5g in the evening
Alpha-gpc: 600mg in the morning
TMG: 1g in the morning
Phenibut: 3g once a week
Still messing with quantities and time of administration, but having fun with them for now.
Illegal drugs, daily (for over a year now):
"Speed": amphetamine sulphate, insufflated, a few grams a day (I have no idea of its purity, but knowledgeable occasional users consider it "good stuff" and have no problem skipping a night on it)
One of the reasons of this post is that I have built up a considerable tolerance for this stuff. So much in fact, that sniffing a huge line of speed makes me sleepy. I guess it's the release of dopamine that's left, making me content and relaxed. But I have no idea, really.
I've been trying various RC's to replace speed (ethylphenidate, pentedrone, 4-FA, 3-FPM) as well as dissociatives and psychedelics in an attempt to "reset" my tolerance level (and for fun, to be honest), but I discovered that most of these get cancelled out by my prescription meds (all 2C-x, methylone, ... waste of money). I've read that even LSD isn't supposed to work for me...
Anyway, tried some "ketamine" (10 or 20mg), an old favorite of mine (countless k-holes visited in the past, I love them), but an EZtest Mandelin confirmed it wasn't ketamine or even methoxetamine, so I politely declined purchase of a "k-hole quantity". Anyway, point was to revisit old magic, but also "resetting" stim tolerance, as I've read this is possible with dissociatives.
Sorry for the rant, I'll get to the point:
1) What's an alternative (preferably less toxic) to speed or how do I reset my heavy tolerance?
2) Which are alternatives to ketamine if my goal is the k-hole?
3) I've read that MAOI's are an absolute no-no while on Effexor due to possible Serotonin Syndrome. Which other drugs should I avoid, taking into account my current "cocktail"?
PS: I've been a heavy coke-user in the past, to the point my parents sent me to rehab without me protesting... While I don't do coke anymore (it's been years), I feel I absolutely need a stimulant to be able to function.
Thanks for reading, looking forward to reading your thoughts.
