So, 24 hours in with no nicotine - first time in about 17 years - 6 days into the course, I feel like a kid on a bike 'Look ma! No hands!'
What a curious drug this is! I've gotten pretty frantic at times but you can really distinguish between the psychological urge to smoke, which is more powerful than i'd imagined, and the actual physical cravings that I use to get before Champix. Fascinating really.
I see what people mean about still needing willpower but is a whole different kettle of fish (who the heck puts fish in kettles anyway? Sounds like a concept from a Dali painting...) to the irrational need to smoke normally. Dreams have been full on, but I've been too out of it on temzapam to really remember them, but I've stupidly eaten nearly all of them and I've only seen my doctor once before and he was already so-so about giving me benzo's on my first visit, so I won't get anymore out of him so the dreams should start kicking my arse pretty soon. Other than that, no real side effects to speak of, slight nausea for the first few days but nothing now.
It took awhile to start working but when it did I knew about it - kind of reminded me of acid, when you take some, think you feel it after half an hour then it goes away, two hours later you start cursing the creep who burned you because nothing's happening (with apologies to HST

), then all of a sudden, BOOM, you know about it. Ciggies taste like shit, makes you feel sick, then you stop smoking and everything has a strange calmness about it, everything is OK, you WANT to smoke but there is no burning fucking need where you might rip your own eyes out if you don't smoke something NOW.
Highly recommend it at this point
Drinking a bottle of champa's atm, so that should be a good test of my willpower, wouldn't want to be drinking around smokers just yet though. Quarantining myself from my friends because I don't think I know anyone who doesn't at least smoke weed mixed with tobacco. I really AM going to miss bongs though
